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Okay...here's the deal. After I took the last test in the house (an FRER yesterday) I just kept thinking I saw something. I HAD to post it (couldn't stay away...) and since other people thought it might be BFP (which I still doubt), I bought a pink equate at Walmart. I've never had an evap or anything bad with them.
So today, I got what *might* be a positive. I can't even explain how scared I am. Scared of another miscarriage. Scared it's a false positive. Just scared. I don't know how many of you know, but I think I may have had two chemicals last year...there were faint lines that went away and then AF was late. I'm not going to say that I did for sure, because the pregnancy was never confirmed. But, I remember that fear...getting two pink lines...and they disappeared...then I started bleeding.
With my MMC, I didn't get a BFP until nearly 8 weeks.
Don't want to get anyone's hopes up (especially my own!), but I'm going to need you ladies if this doesn't turn out well. I know that's an awful thing to say, but after a loss, that's how a woman starts to think.
Now, over an hour later, I'm still staring at this drying test and wondering.....
So today, I got what *might* be a positive. I can't even explain how scared I am. Scared of another miscarriage. Scared it's a false positive. Just scared. I don't know how many of you know, but I think I may have had two chemicals last year...there were faint lines that went away and then AF was late. I'm not going to say that I did for sure, because the pregnancy was never confirmed. But, I remember that fear...getting two pink lines...and they disappeared...then I started bleeding.
With my MMC, I didn't get a BFP until nearly 8 weeks.
Don't want to get anyone's hopes up (especially my own!), but I'm going to need you ladies if this doesn't turn out well. I know that's an awful thing to say, but after a loss, that's how a woman starts to think.
Now, over an hour later, I'm still staring at this drying test and wondering.....
BrandysBabies
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Oh hun! Of course we are here for you no matter what. 
BrandysBabies
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Okay, I am scared to death! I just made an appt with a new OB in the town we will be moving to. She wants to see me NEXT MONDAY!!!!!!!! Crap, crap, crap! I understand wanting to see me so early because of my diabetes and weight, but man, I thought I would have a little bit more time to prepare for this! Lol! I keep telling myself, "You are an adult Brandy. There is nothing she can say about your weight that you dont already know. You are a strong woman, and you WILL have a healthy pregnancy." Ugh, pray that she is understanding and knowledgable, and caring.
Fingers crossed for you hun! If she starts having a go at you, just turn around and say that although you are a larger lady, doesn't mean you don't deserve the same level of respect as any other pregnant woman.
Let us know how you get on xxxx
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Oh, she is perfect Betty! That first pic!! She looks like a little sleeping doll!
Yeah I'm rather proud of that pic - I took it this afternoon. My best friend has given me a little frame that says "sssshhhh - sleeping baby" on it, so I'm going to get it printed out and put it in there.
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4magpies - so sorry AF got you hun, hope you're doing ok.
Starlit - seems like the nausea is hitting in full force! Hope it settles down soon for you, if not I guess you just have to think that you are growing a little person so you've gotta expect some side effects
Brandy - sounds like your symptoms are well on their way too, good luck!!!! And don't worry about your appointment, I'm sure all will be fine. Is DH going with you for moral support?
Betty - Francesca is adorable, she seems really alert too. Are you getting used to being a mummy yet?
Andie - I've looked at your tests and they do seem really promising hun, praying for that definate BFP soon.#
AFM - I haven't tested yet, only 9dpo today so don't wanna do the whole faint line - is it, isn't it etc!! Think I'll test at 11dpo, so hopefully will see something then. But the days are just drrrrrrrrrrraaaaaaaaaagggggggggiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnngggggggggggggg!!!!!!!!
My reddish CM has turned a bit brownish, had a little bit when I wipe but mostly just notice when I'm checking myself.
I still have a dull cramp in my right side, but nothing like the pain I had the other night. Feeling tired, and pretty bloated/windy too (lovely!!)
I feel like this may be it, but trying not to get my hopes up.
Starlit - seems like the nausea is hitting in full force! Hope it settles down soon for you, if not I guess you just have to think that you are growing a little person so you've gotta expect some side effects
Brandy - sounds like your symptoms are well on their way too, good luck!!!! And don't worry about your appointment, I'm sure all will be fine. Is DH going with you for moral support?
Betty - Francesca is adorable, she seems really alert too. Are you getting used to being a mummy yet?
Andie - I've looked at your tests and they do seem really promising hun, praying for that definate BFP soon.#
AFM - I haven't tested yet, only 9dpo today so don't wanna do the whole faint line - is it, isn't it etc!! Think I'll test at 11dpo, so hopefully will see something then. But the days are just drrrrrrrrrrraaaaaaaaaagggggggggiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnngggggggggggggg!!!!!!!!
My reddish CM has turned a bit brownish, had a little bit when I wipe but mostly just notice when I'm checking myself.
I still have a dull cramp in my right side, but nothing like the pain I had the other night. Feeling tired, and pretty bloated/windy too (lovely!!)
I feel like this may be it, but trying not to get my hopes up.
Hi Lara - I just love being a mummy already! She really is alert, constantly looking around and the muscle control in her neck is so good - some babies seem really floppy at first but if you put her over your shoulder she is always trying to hold herself up - same when I'm holding her chin to feed her. Obviously alot of it is the newborn jerk movements all babies have, but she doesn't like to just sit there with her head down.
Your signs sound really promising hun - I'm keeping my fingers crossed for you and pray that this is your time xxxxxxxxx
Your signs sound really promising hun - I'm keeping my fingers crossed for you and pray that this is your time xxxxxxxxx
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Lara- You symptoms sound really promising! I am praying that this is you month hun!!
I havent decided yet whether I want DH there for the first appt or not. It would kill me if she started in on my weight with him sitting there.
I havent decided yet whether I want DH there for the first appt or not. It would kill me if she started in on my weight with him sitting there.
