eeeek...how gay am i...im crying reading this thread haha...god im so pathetic. I was reading emilys earlier posts re her headaches and thats exactly how iv been feeling, my head has been absolutely killing me for 4 days now, i cant sleep unless i take pills....but im thinking im getting headaches because of the lack of sleep? and im thinking im not sleeping because im thinkin about being pregnant lol....im sure its just all in my head...iv done this once before...my periods are perfect, never late and once i thought i was having the symptoms, i was going out of my mind...AF never showed, i took a test, BFN!! 2 days later i tested again BFN!! Another 2 days BFN...AF showed a week late, it absolutely killed me because id read on here that some woman never get positive pregnancy tests, they had to go to the doctors, so i convinced myself i was one of those women...was torture...anyway...im scared incase that happens this month...this has been the longest year of my life....xx