Oh ,my gosh, this thread personifies everything I have been feeling! I just lost my baby on Wednedsay....why the ef do they call it a 'chemical' pregnancy, there is nothing chemical about the cramps, bleeding and pain I have been feeling. There was nothing chemical about the muscular white clots that I passed!
This is our 2nd m/c, and our first baby would have been the first grandchild, but my dh's brothers [stupid, rude, ignorant] wife got that title! The whole family hates her, and she got pregnant to win the family back to her..how funny it backfired right in her face. Thankfully, they are loving to the baby, but hate the mom even more. *sigh*
Anyway, I am scheduled for fibroid surgery next month, once it is done (may take more than one procedure) we will think about trying again. I dont think I can bare another m/c, and don't know if I want to go through this again. It's too painful, I know I am still emotional and in flux, but gosh it's hard some days.