sorry for your loss hun, stay positive and take of yourself is the best advice i can give. your body will know when you are ready again. ttc is a long journey for some of us but the end result will be worth it. i have been trying/waiting for a long long time now and i just dont want to give up yet. keep going and take all the help you can get from doctors etc, i have been tested so many times and there is absolutely nothing wrong, just not the right time i keep being told...there's nothing worse when you know you are 110% ready! hang in there it's happened before so it will happen again!