totallyashley
Mummy to a little girl
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So as many of you may know I am not longer with FOB which I have kinda come to terms with now and am in a good place.
I have a friend who I have know since I was 7. We met at disneyland Florida when we were both on holiday in Florida all those years ago. Our parents got on well and I got on well with his sisters so we met up a lot that holiday and we have stayed in contact ever since. One of their sons and my friend, Nicky started to work in Spain ages ago so we have met up a few times. He is literally one of the nicest guys I know. He is very respectable and down to earth yet really funny and sweet. He is pretty career and family focused too. So he is coming over to London for work for the two weeks at the start of August when my family are away. He said that he would come down and hang out with me when he is not in meetings so I am not lonley seeing as I am not with FOB anymore. He use to always joke that I was his english wife and when I split up with FOB he said he would take me out on a proper date.
Now I am nearly 100% sure he likes me, I would say 99.8%. You know when you just get that feeling? He is really cute, like REALLY cute and he has not been with many girls and treats them well. If I wasn't pregnant I would not even think twice about going out on a date with him and hooking up but I am pregnant and now I am just doubting it all. I don't want to cause friction between me and FOB and I dunno why but it just feels weird going on a date when I am carrying another mans baby. Also I don't want him to feel some what responsible to be there for me or Daisy. Should I just bite the bullet and stop being silly?
I have a friend who I have know since I was 7. We met at disneyland Florida when we were both on holiday in Florida all those years ago. Our parents got on well and I got on well with his sisters so we met up a lot that holiday and we have stayed in contact ever since. One of their sons and my friend, Nicky started to work in Spain ages ago so we have met up a few times. He is literally one of the nicest guys I know. He is very respectable and down to earth yet really funny and sweet. He is pretty career and family focused too. So he is coming over to London for work for the two weeks at the start of August when my family are away. He said that he would come down and hang out with me when he is not in meetings so I am not lonley seeing as I am not with FOB anymore. He use to always joke that I was his english wife and when I split up with FOB he said he would take me out on a proper date.
Now I am nearly 100% sure he likes me, I would say 99.8%. You know when you just get that feeling? He is really cute, like REALLY cute and he has not been with many girls and treats them well. If I wasn't pregnant I would not even think twice about going out on a date with him and hooking up but I am pregnant and now I am just doubting it all. I don't want to cause friction between me and FOB and I dunno why but it just feels weird going on a date when I am carrying another mans baby. Also I don't want him to feel some what responsible to be there for me or Daisy. Should I just bite the bullet and stop being silly?