A rant and need a buddy

[lyndseyann04]

Hey there all. Well I am due on the 1st of may and i have to say im feelin so fed up!!

This probably sounds silly but at work this week all ive seen is pregnancy. granted i work in a hospital as a healthcare assistant, but all of the wards i am on have nothing to do with pregnancy but nooo instead i go into the dirty utility and see the clearview pregnancy tests on the side that are used on patients before they go for any surgery and what do i see a blaring possitive!!!! i couldnt stop lookin my heart went in my throat!! this lady didnt even want to be pregnant! i just felt crap, then on my way out i saw people takin in baby boy balloons and around 4 pregnant ladys going into the hospital.......now i know what do i expect... but its a hospital but that day i saw more than anytime ive worked there, so i snuggled down to watch my fav programme and what happens she finds out shes pregnant!!! ARGGGHHH

Great way to the end of my day last nite!!!

sorry ladies i am ranting but after 7 years of tcc im just finding it hard today.

But i did take a test at work and there was a slight line there or was it me?? probably me, after seeing that ladys nothing could compare to it lol

I am going to test soon, as i want too to know as we all feel the need.... so anyone with this crazy chick today????

 

[The Missus]

Oh sweetie, that sounds like an awful day- am defifnitly with you on this one! I remember when I used to work in a doctors surgery (again, what do you expect there??) but I was asked to cover for someone once and it turned out it was the antenatel clinic! It's so hard to keep positive and not think about TTC when you seem to be faced with at every turn..

FX with your line spotting though...and in the meantime lots of hugs to you.

 

[BizyBee]

Awe sorry. What a day for you!

 

[bklove]

screw those pregant people, lol, unless your one to? hmmmmmm...keep us posted.

 

[latestarter]

Sorry for your bad day, it does sound pretty rough. Fingers are crossed for a BFP for you soon!!

 

[lyndseyann04]

Thanks girls I do love this site, its nice to chat to some lovely ladies

I am not sure when to test yet, I am due AF on friday and just did those crappy ones from work which according to google detects 25ml of HCG...hmmms not sure there going to actually detect that tbh but ill prob test tomos?? A day early what do you all reckon? Anyone testing then as well ??

 

[tootsy1987]

Awwww hunny its horrible isnt it! u notice it sooo much more when you are having a down day! im sooo sorry for what your going through grrr tis crap! i got all my fingers and toes crossed that this month is ur month!! let us know how ur poas goes.... GOOD LUCK!!! xxx

 

[Redfraggle]

Big to you hun. We've all had days/weeks like these!!

Best of luck for your next poas! Do it tomorrow....you know you wanna!!

 

[lyndseyann04]

Ive decided to test as according to my chart im 15dpo so fingers crossed but im not holding out much hope xxx

 

[lyndseyann04]

gutted but still no af yet so will test again in a few days time if the old witch hasnt arrived