mrscookie
Mama and expecting
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Hi girls, im due to go on maternity leave 6 weeks before baby is due, however im starting to get tired, the pressure of the job is becoming very hard to handle (phone sales woman) all staff are being threatened with disciplinary as we have not hit target for 2 months, and I dont need it..
they are changing work hours so we have to open an hour earlier, and now are doing late nights on thursdays too... which would mean me walking back to my car in the dark (dont park in town due to multi story costs) so I park on an estate and walk in..about a 15 min walk, which i wont want to do at 8pm on my own.
My area manager keeps popping over and asking me to do roll plays with him on how I do sales etc, making me feel stressed and nervous before hand. I just don't think any of this is doing my baby any good what so ever.. but when I mention it i just get '' were all in the same boat'' which is true, but its harder for me. I have had a risk asessment done where the lady told me not to open the heavy shutters when I open the shop, but when I told my bosses they just frowned and dismissed it and said '' really?''
like i'd make it up.... im just not happy anymore, my baby girl must be suffering from my depression... but it does not seem to matter to anyone except me and hubby.
Do I leave a bit earlier? I was thinking of changing my maternity leave from 17th december, to 1st december.
I hate that I wont get as much time with my little girl after... but most important to me is HAVING A HEALTHY little girl, a little girl who is born healthy and well....
they are changing work hours so we have to open an hour earlier, and now are doing late nights on thursdays too... which would mean me walking back to my car in the dark (dont park in town due to multi story costs) so I park on an estate and walk in..about a 15 min walk, which i wont want to do at 8pm on my own.
My area manager keeps popping over and asking me to do roll plays with him on how I do sales etc, making me feel stressed and nervous before hand. I just don't think any of this is doing my baby any good what so ever.. but when I mention it i just get '' were all in the same boat'' which is true, but its harder for me. I have had a risk asessment done where the lady told me not to open the heavy shutters when I open the shop, but when I told my bosses they just frowned and dismissed it and said '' really?''
like i'd make it up.... im just not happy anymore, my baby girl must be suffering from my depression... but it does not seem to matter to anyone except me and hubby.
Do I leave a bit earlier? I was thinking of changing my maternity leave from 17th december, to 1st december.
I hate that I wont get as much time with my little girl after... but most important to me is HAVING A HEALTHY little girl, a little girl who is born healthy and well....