Las78
Mum to 3 beautiful girls
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Hope you're all ok.
The has finally arrived after 56 days, strangely I expected it to be an awful one but it's not too bad, just light spotting to start with and getting only slightly heavier. It's also not alway bright red like I would expect but at some points brown, like old blood (TMI sorry), is this normal?
I have felt really up and down today, I can't really explain just that I have thought of my angel so much today, it's almost like my body saying it's over move on but my heart not wanting or able to.
We have been ttc for a while, not trying hard but if it happened great however now I'm disappointed that this means it hasn't happened.
I'm also now in two minds about carrying on TTC, it's TTC properly or back on the pill. I so want another baby but at the same time I couldn't bear to go through this all over again.
Oh - it's just a real mixed up day today. Thanks for listening x
The has finally arrived after 56 days, strangely I expected it to be an awful one but it's not too bad, just light spotting to start with and getting only slightly heavier. It's also not alway bright red like I would expect but at some points brown, like old blood (TMI sorry), is this normal?
I have felt really up and down today, I can't really explain just that I have thought of my angel so much today, it's almost like my body saying it's over move on but my heart not wanting or able to.
We have been ttc for a while, not trying hard but if it happened great however now I'm disappointed that this means it hasn't happened.
I'm also now in two minds about carrying on TTC, it's TTC properly or back on the pill. I so want another baby but at the same time I couldn't bear to go through this all over again.
Oh - it's just a real mixed up day today. Thanks for listening x