AF is such a BITCH!!!...sorry for yelling :-(

[greeneyesgirl]

Ugghh!!. Why is AF so mean? Im at CD 42 no AF in sight and still no BFP. When I dont want her she shows right up ...smack dab in the middle of something important ang right in time toruin a perfectly good day. Now that I need her to show up its like she went on vacation and took my BFP with her!!!

I dont know what to do anymore!!!. My last period was 04-27. Im normally 30days and I know I O'd either the 10 or the 11th because I had the temp changes, EWCM, ovulation pains, nausea, headaches, everything... now nothing... I should have seen AF on the 25th of May.. she never showed. Last week i had headaches and tons and tons of creamy, lotiony CM... but still no BFP or AF. Now on Im on CD42 no BFP or AF, and light creamy CM.

Ughhh!!! I wish I could just slap my uterus!! and AF too!! . Why is she such a bitch!!

 

[waiting2c]

Oh Greeneyesgirl - dont apologise for yelling. It really does suck! Fingers crossed you get one or the other really really really soon!

 

[baby D]

I feel you pain hun x I am on cycle day 38 and still no friggin AF or BFP ---- I could scream ------

 

[waiting2c]

Ok, I was trying to remain positive and upbeat about it all today but I just cant. I want to yell too. Its supposed to be the two week wait, not the three and a half and still no af week wait. Part of me just wants it over with, part of me wants it to not come till next week. I am back to cramping all day, had two days off it over the weekend but now its back. Why oh why has this cycle been completely different, my past 4 cycles I have been bang on with my ov day and af day predictions. Its not fair! (yes I sound like a 2 year old but I feel like acting like one today... dont suppose it is the done thing for an adult to lie on the ground kicking and screaming about the unfairness?)

 

[MrsStutler]

Oh I feel you on this one. CD35 and nothing....no bfp...no af...not a single thing! I just want her to show up, and get this thing going so I can start tracking again!! Or I want her to hand over the bfp she is keeping from me! I think laying on the ground and throwing a tantrum sounds fantastic...I might just do it.

 

[greeneyesgirl]

Baby D - dont worry.. you are not alone. We can scream together! Im on CD42. Whats your normal cycle length? When was the last time you tested?

Waiting2C - I am so with you!! I would to just pitch a fit today. I really cant explain what is going on with us. I thought maybe anovulatory cycles but every nurse i talk to agrees with me that it seems like I O'd and you know that you O'd so I dont know. The only thing keeping me halfway sane is being able to talk to the nurses on cowandgate.com the answer all of the questions you wonder about but have a hard time googling or explaining. Its a really good website.

Well ladies is exactly 2 days this will be the longest cycle i have ever had but on the brightside i did start cramping today so maybe AF is around the corner although technically tomorrow is the day I was supposed to O for June if I had gotten my period as scheduled in May... so who knows what my whacky uterus and ovaries are doing..smh