Alone......LONG-ISH

[kermy79]

YESTERDAY I FOUND OUT THAT MY "DEAR F*****G PARTNER" HAS BEEN SLEEPING WITH 4 OTHER WOMEN. THE WORST IS THEY ALL KNEW ABOUT ME, THEY KNEW HE WAS IN A RELATIONSHIP AND HAVE A SON IN THAT RELATIONSHIP. I DONT KNOW WHO TO HATE MORE, HIM OR THEM.

I KNOW ITS NOT THE IMPORTANT THING BUT I CANT HELP BUT THINK THAT MY OP WAS FOR NOTHING NOW. I ONLY HAVE A FEW MONTHS OF FERTILITY BEFORE TUBES CLOGG UP AGAIN AND ITS ONLY NOW THAT AF HAS PACKED HER BAGS. IN THEORY IM READY TO GO BUT NOW I WOULDNT TOUCH HIM WITH A 10FT POLE. TYPICAL.

SORRY LADIES FOR THE RAnting but i am seriouly pissed off and sick to the stomach and now i feel like my future baby is definatly well and trully not going to happeN.

i hate my LIFE SO MUCH, I KEEP THINKING WHAT THE HELL Did i do to deserve this. He keeps ASKING TO COME HOME AND IF I DID THEN ALL MY BABY WORRIES WOULD BE OVER BUT I CANT PhYSICALLY aLLOW MYSELF to slEEP WITH HIM jUST FOR a fUtuRE BABY.

Its definatly over beTWEEN us AND I DEFFINATLY DONT want him in mY LIFE ANYMORE. i HATE WHAT HE HAS DONE TO ME AND MY SON.

SORRY FOR THE ranting ladies

 

[MrsEvans]

ohhh noo

I dont know what to say hon

Huge hugs...

All my love hon, im sitting hear feeling sorry for myself and you are going thru hell... im so sorry no one deserves this. Are you positive he has cheated do you have proof?

 

[kermy79]

I seen the messages on his fb, i know i shouldnt have hacked it but i had to know. I just have no idea how to feel or what to do or say. My son is crying for his daddy and i just have no idea what to say to him.

 

[SummerLily]

aww hun , im so sorry and idont know what else to say ! but i will send you lots of hugs in the hope that your feeling better soon xx

 

[toch1402]

Hi Kermy,

I'm so sorry, what an awful position to be in - I don't know what to say other than to send you .
x

 

[Justwantababy]

Hi Kermy....how awful. I can't even imagine.

Just focus on you and your son now. One day when the time is right you will have a baby with someone who deserves it. xxx

 

[NavyWife84]

I am so sorry! You deserve so much better. I know it is hard right now and you feel that there is no hope, but I truely feel that everything happens for a reason. One day this will all pass and you will be in a better place for it!

 

[kermy79]

thank you all ladies

 

[dizzyshell]

OMG -you poor soul and here's me fighting with o/h over nothing and your going trhough this/Im so sorry really am.

Please dont take him back 4girls what a arsehole , you deserve better xxxxxxx

 

[Care76]

How horrible! You definitely deserve better. How can he even think that would would go back to him. I would want to either kill him or throw up on him.

It will happen someday, you don't need him. You would be better off with a SD than his seed after this. Sending lots of cyber hugs to you. (((hugs)))

 

[rachel_f_]

What a fool he is! lovely parter and son at home and he goes and does that! your worth so much more, put his stuff in a bin bag and leave it in the garden! sending hugs to you xxxxxxxxx

 

[kermy79]

i have kicked him out totally, his tuff went out the window, i threw 3 bin bag out too so he could pick it all up and carry it lol. it was really funny to watch a grown man pick his stuff up by the light off his phone.

he keeps asking to come home but i really dont care anymore. Im happier on my own with my little tyler. I have also started to get my friends back too (my friends hated him) maybe i should of listenedto my friends in the start.

Thanks ladies for all ur support

 

[momandwife]

Aww hun hugs go out to you... I've been there... but all I can say is follow your heart... Don't compromise what you believe in for anyone else.. and if you "dislike" (NEVER say you hate) anything about your life, only you can change it. I don't know if you believe in God, but prayer works. You should try if you don't already. My prayers will be with you; if you ask God for direction he will show you.

 

[Jasiellover]

 

[kermy79]

thanks everyone for ur support. its been a real comfort knowing ur all here for me.

momandwife - i have only now started to believe in god, and when i look back on my life i think his signs and signals have always been there but i paid no attention to themor ignored them. I think its about time i started to see what was and is heaven sent. Thank you for ur prayers. My prayers are with u and everyone else. May ur dreams come true sooner rather than later.

 

[Tnkrbell15]

Forget the loser... karma will come back to bite him in the hoo-haa! You deserve better...and fate let you find out because she has better plans for you! Embrace your fate for now, love your little boy, and I'm sure fate will lead you down a path that will bring you to a good man.. and a beautiful baby with him.

 

[Lisa2701]

what an awful situation. Stay strong honey, he doesn't deserve you, its disgusting what he did.

 

[xMissxZoiex]

So sorry this has happend to you Good on you for kicking his butt out! You dont need him. You will be a great single mummy x

 

[Feisty Fidget]

I am so sorry hun Everyone else is right, you do deserve so much better hun Just focus on your little Tyler and I am sure your future path will soon be revealed to you xxx