Am i being a Bitch?

[Bexy]

Hi Hayley, I agree with what everyone has already said - I don't think you are being bad and perhaps explaining how you feel to your friend will ensure you can take up your friendship again when you get your own happy news!

I'm secretly dreading my best friend getting pregnant as her SIL is pregnant now and I will feel very left out seeing them with their bumps - it makes me feel guilty but I know its only self-preservation of my own sanity that makes me have these thoughts!

Take care xx