OH and I had a slip yesterday. His pulling out sort of, well, didn't pull out. His response "we better get you cleaned up". So... needless to say I am hoping, hoping so hard that this one slip on his part will be a gift to me. I know how this is going to end, me feeling pregnant for the next few weeks, then AF will show and I'll be depressed despite what I already know will be the outcome. I wish there were a button or a switch I could use to stop this train of thought.