I'm with you here! I have lots of people that I know and talk to on a daily basis, and a few people that are life long friends, however, I'm at that stage now where I feel I don't have anyone that I could really go to, that one girl friend that I could meet for a catch up if I needed to, all my friends have kids and I understand we are all busy, but I'm the type of person that makes time for friends, but my friends are always busy, so I give up asking. Now being pregnant again, I don't see anyone, but after a short hospital stay beginning of the month, I had people messaging me I haven't heard of in months possibly years, my heart was telling me they are messaging because they care despite living busy lives, my head was telling me they are just being nosey and they haven't wanted to know up until know! Maybe it's me! Who knows! My partner is my closest friend right now, we do everything together, but even he has his small handful of friends, that he goes out with once in a while, or visit/visit him. We joke all the time that I need a friend, and I also make a joke of it, but deep down I just feel like no one really gives a shit, I spend lots of time with my kids, my partner and my mum, they are all amazing people in my life so I can't complain. My closest friend and I don't really talk anymore, we was close up until about 2 years ago, We used to have sleep overs with us and the kids, pizza and movie nights, lots of wine and gossips, but since she got into a relationship I don't hear from her, EXCEPT when I was at hospital and she wanted to visit me.... and I made a shit excuse for her not too as once again, that heart/head battle, and the fact I'm a stubborn cow, and I've spent a lot of my life doing things for people only for it to end up biting me in the ass. Maybe the problem is me, maybe it isn't, i really don't know!