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[Just_married]

How you feeling today Tami?
Been in my thoughts a lot. Xxx

 

[tamithomas]

How you feeling today Tami?
Been in my thoughts a lot. Xxx

A bit better thanks. It gets "easier" as each day passes. Bleeding finally stopped, any BFP symptoms I had are gone including the 7 lbs I gained surprisingly. Thought it was just because I wasn't eating right but nope, it was BFP fat. DH and I have not been shy in our grievance and have been letting every emotion out so we can mourn and go through the 5 stages of grievance. We're not going to take a break on TTC, though. The wonderful week we had knowing we were BFP has made us if anything even hungrier for what feels like that missing piece in our life. I have a strong gut feeling something tells me for us to try on the 27th this month. Keeping my fingers FX that my gut feeling doesn't let me down, it rarely does!

 

[tommyg]

Good luck tami I really hope you get a sticky bean soon.

 

[tamithomas]

Thanks, we really hope so too. We had taken out the blanket from my childhood and my DH's onesie that comes with booties and a hat out hand sewn by his mother from when he was a baby from storage and it was so depressing having to put them back down in the basement. We call it our starter kit lol

 

[Just_married]

Thanks, we really hope so too. We had taken out the blanket from my childhood and my DH's onesie that comes with booties and a hat out hand sewn by his mother from when he was a baby from storage and it was so depressing having to put them back down in the basement. We call it our starter kit lol

I'm glad you feel ready to try again so soon, have heard so many stories about fertility being higher after a loss. I know it wont replace the one you were carrying before, but I hope you don't have a long wait for your next one.

I'm trying baby aspirin this cycle, just waiting for af to finish & going to start. It's suppost to encourage implantation & good blood flow to uterus. I've just read a long thread about it where some ltttc ladies tried it with one or two successes and some after losses which seemed to help the pregnancies succeed after loss. (I haven't had a loss recently, but thought it worth mentioning for you).

huge hugs xxx

 

[tamithomas]

I kept on hearing about baby aspirin but couldn't find the answer as to what it did for the life of me. Thanks for letting me know, may give it a shot next cycle as this cycle due to all of the gas spent going left right and center trying to find a Gyno only to find out they don't bother with patients if the MC is under 8 weeks unless there's massive bleeding the gas consumption has eaten up our spare money for this month. Already been on prenatal for about 5 months now.

How long do you take it? Me personally I wouldn't risk taking it daily onsidering blood thinners everyday is not good for you.

 

[dodgercpkl]

*hugs* It's not fair you are so right. I rarely post in LTTTC these days, because I spend most of my time on the Loss forums. Both of my losses have been like yours... a week or maybe 2 of joy and then utter despair. I'm sorry you are having to go through this too. *hugs*

 

[tamithomas]

Just Married: did a lot google searching and read up about it. I thought it was just like regular aspirin. Will give it a go, thanks for the info! Considering I don't drink,smoke,do drugs and don't have any medication except for prenatal I'll give it a go. Willing to try anything that isn't risking my health in the long term.

dodgercpkl: Totally understand, I'm 50/50 in both atm in LTTC as well as loss because even though we are in the grieving process, we're sticking on the TTC train. What helps is not being shy about our emotions, it's the best way to cope. If you're pissed off, yell..if you're sad, cry! That's what's been helping me cope the best. So sorry for you loss hun It's not fair for anyone to go through it especially LTTCers

 

[uwa_amanda]

Tami,



I'm so sorry to read about your miscarriage. I have no idea what that feels like physically and emotionally, as I have never had a bfp, but do know that you are in my prayers. Hopefully, the next time you get your bfp, it will be a super sticky bean!

If you need to vent, feel free to pm me!