any1 else findin movin ou with lo HARD AND LONELY??!:(

[xxfluffyxx]

i moved ou the end v april and been honest its KILLIN me!!! i miss my family of 9 and its really really wierd just been in the house with lo...the telly(sad as it is) is my company....and i HATE it at night time 2!! it upsetts me i have no other choice but to suck it up and be the resonsible one and do everything........my babas dad sees him twice a week and i struggle so much with everything..money etc..my mam has been really sick with depression and things are a mess.FOB just does whatever...drinks,partys,hes been away on hols 3 times and soon headin to america for his birthday....he pays me a miserable 50 euro a week and helps with nothin.............. i miss havn some1 there 4 me....i miss the company or havn some1 to turn to...everyday im bored out of my brain and cry myself to sleep............atm he has been sleepin with me bu isnt sure "what he wants" because his interferin mother and imature drinkin m8s" wont approve of him been back with me...its just been the days he drops the baby home so they dont suspect nethin.but thats not enuf 4 me!!!! my hearts in tatters.....................i feel like theres nothing else this guy can do to me..unless i ly down while he tramples on me.........................
soooooooo upset...........

 

[TiredNurse27]

Oh god. Probably most of us have ha exes like this one. They're a waste of time in the long run.

I think you should cut him off and find someone new you can trust and be happy with. It'll be very hard for a while but it'll get better.

 

[AbbynChloe]

There is something going on today - I feel kinda the same today

Apparently it does get better.... we just gotta get through the rough.

One thing I will say, stop sleepig with him - it doesn't make you feel better in the long run, and for him, well its sex with no strings..... It's so bloody hard I know, esp when all I really want it some loving, caring adult attention. I always come to the same conclusion its not worth it. FOB still speaks to me like something he's stepped in.

We are worth so much more