Anybody?

[Kaiylahlynn]

pneSo I was ten days late last month, and all tests were negative. I'm going on a year and a half now with no luck. I've tempt, checked cm and position, laid propped up the whole 9 yards. I'm getting to the point of giving up.

When I was born I was born dead, and a year later was overdosed and died, then had epilepsy, a.d.d, and a.d.h.d so was highly medicated as a child. I haven't been to the doctor for them to tell me if I can or can't conceive because I'm scared there going to tell me I can't...

How can it be so easy for the wrong people, who kill there children, sell them for drugs, abandoned them etc to have a child but so hard for people who actually care, who have dreamed of the day they first wake up and see the doubled lines, who wait to see there baby's first heartbeat on a screen, to feel a kick or movement from the inside, or to hold there infants tiny little hand. Why is it so hard for us?

It hurts on a daily basis to think that I may NEVER be able to experience any of this. The good pregnancy symptoms and the bad... I just wantone

 

[ScorpioLoz]

Don't despair too much Hun. I completely agree with you that the wrong people seem to have babies so easily.

The best bet is to go to your doctor and find out. They may even be able to do something for you. Better now than 5 years down the line when it's too late xxx

 

[BBYfever]

I would go to the Dr. I went thinking the worse just because that's where out minds tend to take us when we are impatient. The dr. Did tons of blood work and an ultra sound and everything came back normal. The feeling of relief I got was priceless!! I am early on in my TTC journey, but I did not want to wait to make sure everything was ok.
Chances are, everything is fine could be hormonal which can be easily fixed!! Are you using opks or temping to pinpoint ovulation?
Best of luck!!!

 

[Kaiylahlynn]

you're completely right, I know it would be a good idea to go, I think I'm gonna give it another 2 months then I'll go..

And I have been temping in the mornings, but never used an opk. I have a calender app on my phone that helps me