anyone else angry

[jojo23]

hi ladies... just wondering if anyone else out there is just angry that the world doesnt know our gorgeous angels?? im so annoyed that people are forgetting what happened i feel like i need something solid to remember Lily by. i dont have anything from the hospital yet and we didnt take pictures as she didnt look great and i wanted to remember her the way she would have been! feels like im the only one who'll ever know she was here!!!

 

[babesx3]

its natural to feel let down and angry at people and the world..

I feel angry at the friends and family who never acknowledged i lost a baby, never mention him and carry on as if nothing happened... i end up avoiding them... it will get easier with time..
I console myself with the fact that i loved him, i know he exsisted and i will never forget him..... but unfortunatley it has made me detach from the people that ignored him and my grief..

 

[jojo23]

its natural to feel let down and angry at people and the world..

I feel angry at the friends and family who never acknowledged i lost a baby, never mention him and carry on as if nothing happened... i end up avoiding them... it will get easier with time..
I console myself with the fact that i loved him, i know he exsisted and i will never forget him..... but unfortunatley it has made me detach from the people that ignored him and my grief..

awe hun thats exactly how i feel in a nutshell. im so annoyed at people who havent said anything to me or even asked if im ok or my OH is ok. i feel like im becoming the rudest person ever i dont even want to answer the phone!!!! its crazy xxxxx

 

[babesx3]

yeah i ignored the phone for a while and didn't really go out much either the first few weeks...i started getting panic attacks taking my daughter to school.... was a bad few weeks first few..but i promoise that does get easier.... eventually you have to face people and the world..
I still find it hard when i see someone i've not seen since it happened, i feel awkward , they feel awkward , but once the first meeting is over its better....
theres still people who sent cards at xmas who live away and they didn't even know i was PG the first time so i have avoided contact as don't want to say i'm pregnant now , then them be happy for me, but i'll want to acknowledge charlie and then its a LOOOOOOOng conversation.... eeeek.....
sorry me me me!! XXX to u !! XX

 

[jojo23]

no its great to know someone totally understands, id crack up if i didnt have everyone here!! we're going to try again as soon as we're ready even though Lily wasnt planned we realised when we lost her how much we actually want a little one! so happy ur pg again hun ill say a little prayer for you that everything goes great and im sure Charlie will be watching over you all the way!!! thanks for all the support xxxxxxxxxxxx

 

[babesx3]

Thanks
FX you get your rainbow baby really soon!! XXX