I really don't know what it is, ive tried to ask myself but i can't seem to answer it. I just don't feel myself anymore, i feel like a different person. I've always been a person up for anything, i'll go with the flow and do whatever. I used to hate staying in, i'd spend alot of time at my boyfriends, i'd go out with his mum, go to his auntys/nans whatever, go to my own auntys and nans, just anything i could do tbh. I just can't be arsed for anything of that anymore, to be quite honest. I can't be bothered to do anymore than sit in the house on BnB or watching tele, obviously cleaning and doing whatever needs to be done. I've become really antisocial and i think people are starting to think things. I havn't been down my ohs in 2 weeks, and i was only there for one night, then before that i hadnt gone down for about 4 weeks, so in 6 weeks ive only been down my ohs once, i know for a fact his mum is saying stuff, i just know it. Shes always asking why i dont go down, but when oh is at college everyday i dont want to just go down there to sit on the sofa and watch tele. Especially with the way im feeling, but they dont seem to understand. I start to dread when i know people are coming down, just because i cant be arsed to sit and have conversations with them, for them to ask me 100 questions on how im feeling, what im doing, all that nonsense. I really don't know what it is but im really turning into a boring antisocial lonely sod. Am i alone in this ? I proberly pressume i am, but has anyone else heard people like this ?