Anyone else scared to test?? I did!! BFP....but ended as a chemical:(

[reedsgirl1138]

HI ladies, I know this is crazy as I am not even late yet but I had vivid dreams last night that I kept poas and all of them were BFP and kept getting darker and I was lining them up around my bathroom like I was decorating with them. But anyway back around my fertile time after a bd session my dh announced he just knocked me up and has been convinced of this sense. I am trying to be positive and I am 9 or so dpo and keep trying to tell myself that the lack of symptoms are a good thing. I did start getting sore bbs yesterday or the day before which I usually get about the day after I O so I am not sure what to think. I did buy a 2 pak frer today and plan on testing in the morning. But I am scared. Didn't think I would ever say I was scared of a little stick. My cycles have been a little off lately and could be due anywhere from tomorrow to sat ....thanks ladies and God bless

 

[MrsPoodle]

Yup, I really want to test, but scared of seeing BFN! I'm only 8dpo though, so trying to be good and wait...

 

[ellieb31]

Maybe you should get some IC's for early testing - then if it's BFN you can tell yourself that it's just a cheap test which is why it hasn't shown up!!

GL and

 

[reedsgirl1138]

Its so hard for me this month for some reason. NOt sure why. Guess cause my dh is so convinced he knocked my up. LOL However just in the past 5 minutes my lower back had started to just and that is usually a sure sign of the witch. May have wasted my money.

 

[reedsgirl1138]

Maybe you should get some IC's for early testing - then if it's BFN you can tell yourself that it's just a cheap test which is why it hasn't shown up!!

GL and

Thanks Ellie..I use to be a poas addict but I have had 2 chemicals so I have been firmly against testing early til this month and even if I ordered IC now they wouldn't be here in time.

 

[ellieb31]

I had a month similar to that last month - just felt really sure that I was for some reason. Had dreams about getting BFP's and every symptom in the book. There are plenty of people who have those dreams and are actually pregnant so who knows. My DH has decided that he thinks I am this month and was completely pessimistic last month - maybe our men know something that we don't!!

How long have you been ttc for? It can be much worse when it's an anniversary of when you started or something like that.

 

[ellieb31]

Maybe you should get some IC's for early testing - then if it's BFN you can tell yourself that it's just a cheap test which is why it hasn't shown up!!

GL and

Thanks Ellie..I use to be a poas addict but I have had 2 chemicals so I have been firmly against testing early til this month and even if I ordered IC now they wouldn't be here in time.

I think that if I had chemicals I wouldn't use them either - it's better to not know. xx

 

[reedsgirl1138]

I had a month similar to that last month - just felt really sure that I was for some reason. Had dreams about getting BFP's and every symptom in the book. There are plenty of people who have those dreams and are actually pregnant so who knows. My DH has decided that he thinks I am this month and was completely pessimistic last month - maybe our men know something that we don't!!

How long have you been ttc for? It can be much worse when it's an anniversary of when you started or something like that.

Yeah my Dh is usually like that as well. I so hope he is right this month. I really don't have any symptoms other than my bbs have just become sore which is a normal 2ww symptom for me however it is usually from O and this month it didn't happen til 6dpo or so.

I have been ttc since May09. I had a tubal reversal in April 09. My first chemical was in Nov 09 and then another in March this year. Trying to stay full of PMA but its so hard.

 

[mrskcbrown]

I am afraid to test. Everyday I say the next day. My deadline for testing will be 14dpo which is thursday. I cant bear to see a BFN. Trying to remain positive.

 

[reedsgirl1138]

I am afraid to test. Everyday I say the next day. My deadline for testing will be 14dpo which is thursday. I cant bear to see a BFN. Trying to remain positive.

I hope we all get our BFPs. I am going to test in the morning and be strong no matter what it says but a BFP would make my day!!

 

[tbuns]

I am afraid to test. Everyday I say the next day. My deadline for testing will be 14dpo which is thursday. I cant bear to see a BFN. Trying to remain positive.

I hope we all get our BFPs. I am going to test in the morning and be strong no matter what it says but a BFP would make my day!!

I'll be watching for it!! Fingers and toes crossed!!!

 

[austyntyne]

Yup for some reason I too am scared to test...Went to my DR today to have a spot on my back looked and she asked me if I wanted to do a test and I said no im going to wait it out...What was I thinking!!! o0o well guess im waiting till the 14dpo point.

 

[Sushai]

LOL, i think we're all in the same boat. Im only 8dpo and am waiting till sat which makes me 12dpo. Lets see if we can all hold out until the day we're supposed to poas. Who knew that poas could be such a nerve wracking experience?

 

[ArticBaby]

I wanna test, but I wont.

 

[mumoffive]

I am the same. Due AF tomorrow but just cant bring myself to test. Last month i felt ok about testing..this time i just cant bring myself too. I think i know why. I have always fallen pregnant on the second month ttc ..but i worry that i wont this time and this will signify i will be waiting forever for my bfp. It just makes me so scared...silly really...
Good luck. I am 11dpo today not 12.

 

[reedsgirl1138]

Well ladies I tested and BFN as I was afraid of. I really was hopeful this was my month but I guess not AF should be here by the weekend and if not I will test again on sunday. I really hope all you ladies that have responded let me know if you get a BFP!! xxx

 

[mummy2lola]

yes,i tested two days ago and got bfn so ive now been telling myself i will do it everyday and now ive changed my mind and decided if af not here by monday ill do it then lol

 

[mrskcbrown]

Well ladies I tested and BFP as I was afraid of. I really was hopeful this was my month but I guess not AF should be here by the weekend and if not I will test again on sunday. I really hope all you ladies that have responded let me know if you get a BFP!! xxx

reedsgirl I hope you get that BFP next month if you havent gotten it this month already. How many DPO are you? I had a huge rise on my chart today at 12/13 dpo and Im still nervous to test. I went to store to buy a test, was reading them, and just left the store. I was that nervous. Im praying that God gives me some boldness.

 

[reedsgirl1138]

Well ladies I tested and BFN as I was afraid of. I really was hopeful this was my month but I guess not AF should be here by the weekend and if not I will test again on sunday. I really hope all you ladies that have responded let me know if you get a BFP!! xxx

reedsgirl I hope you get that BFP next month if you havent gotten it this month already. How many DPO are you? I had a huge rise on my chart today at 12/13 dpo and Im still nervous to test. I went to store to buy a test, was reading them, and just left the store. I was that nervous. Im praying that God gives me some boldness.

I hope he can give me the courage to not give up. I keep praying. I am still a little early on 10dpo but I think it would show by now. Keep me posted. FX for you

 

[S_a_m_m_y]

I am afraid to test. Everyday I say the next day. My deadline for testing will be 14dpo which is thursday. I cant bear to see a BFN. Trying to remain positive.

I hope we all get our BFPs. I am going to test in the morning and be strong no matter what it says but a BFP would make my day!!

Yeah for testing!!! I hope you get one really BFP!! Definately there for the scared of testing...this is the latest I have ever been for AF tomorrow makes it 14days late....WoW!