hello
i dont think its crazy, you cant help the way you feel and i'm sure it isnt a feeling you like!
even tho i have 2 DS2 i am in that really really wanting another, i feel like my gut is gonna burst, stage at the minute, it is all i think about (when im not looking after teh other 2) i feel bad sometimes being on here as there are so many struggling just for their first and here i am whinging about a 3rd.
its made worse that EVERYONE seems to be PG at the minute and they werent trying, or they had decided to wiat etc.
my 22 yr old cousin is PG with her 5th, another cousinm is having his 1st vbut was quite upset to beginm with as he is only 22 and wanted to wait, a yuoung (18) girl i met when having my ds2 she was PG with her 1st, and was really unwell from it is now PG with her 2nd and her dd is 15 months, my OH ex sis in law is having a 3rd by a 3rd dad, and the list goes on.
when i fpund out the 18 yr old was PG i actually screamed/growled and OH thought i was going mad, i got really upset and cried and he basically told me to stop being silly and i was over reating!
i was like i cant help it, i hate feeling this way and if i could stop i would, i want to be happy for these people but i also want it to be me!
sorry for the rant...needed to get it off my chest
i have a metallic taste in my mouth and feel icky, but its too early for that so i know it isnt PG symtoms lol (the metallic taste i get often could have something to do with my tongue piercing
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