Hi
i'm sorry you're going through this horrible time. When i lost Emily the hospital Dr's said you must wait 3-6 months before trying again, when i asked why no-one could tell me. I knew i would know best about when i was ready emotionally but i wanted advice for being physically ready. at the time i had a great GP and we both did literature searches to try and find evidence of how long to wait (i'm a nurse and i wanted hard facts). There wasn't any evidence re the 3-6 months so me + GP + (partner!) decided I'd wait to have a proper period (after all the bleeding stopped) and then try. So, Emily was born sleeping 20/3/99 and I was pregnant by June 99, i had a period and then got pregnant the first month. My GP phoned me just after I'd POAS and got a
and said a study had just been published saying women who had a stillborn baby had a higher risk of post natal depression if they had their next baby within a year-I said too late!! Millie was born 5 weeks early on 9/2/00 (she was due 12/3/00).
When I went to SANDS they said it was very common for women to have already had another baby by the time they got to the first anniversary. So, if you can I'd have a period and go for it, the only thing that helped me persoinally was having another baby to hold and love. The grieving for Emily did become very intense in the early weeks with Millie but I think that was because we were coming up the first anniversary.
Good luck with it all, if there's anything I can do......
xxxxxx