big hugs for you sweetie, ive had one this year and im waiting for this preg to turn into one. we have only told our parents and no one else cos unfortunately no one understands the grief all of my friends have great pregnancies.. so were keeping quiet this time until we get passed the 12 weeks so fingers crossed... keep trying hunny and never give up. dh and i were about to give up after trying for 2 years and having the m/c we had in may, its too depressing, then i got a unexpected positives on pee tests and havent looked back... its ur dream sweetie, and were all here for support x x