Don't even know where to start. He and I were engaged before I got pregnant and I had a great paying job (was making close to $20 an hour). The stress of the job was making me physically sick which I just dealt with. He told me that he would take care of me financially and I could move in with him if I wanted to quit (I had my own apartment at the time), he and I both wanted me to be a SAHM anyways. So after a trip to the hospital with a horrible kidney infection and work telling me that I was going to be put on two week unpaid suspension, I went ahead and just quit my job and moved in with him. I just stopped paying on my apartment because they wanted like $3000 for all the fees and I didn't have that so I got an "eviction" on my credit report. Well two months later I was pregnant and a month after that I realized I did not want to be with him anymore but didn't really know what to do with no job and no where to live other than with him. I have been looking for a job ever since but seems people don't want to hire people that used to work for the Police Department. I have applied to soooo many places even minimum wage places with no luck. I found a daycare job but was lucky to get 7 hours a week, the place was filthy and they constantly changed my schedule on me sometimes an hour before I was supposed to come in so I just quit. My parents live about 3 and half hours away and have space for me and the baby if I wanted to move there. I grew up there and could get my last job I had there back if I wanted and it paid really well also. I have stayed where I am because when the baby is born I don't want her seeing her Dad to be a big huge deal and have to drive a ways. Also, my Dr is here and my parents are talking about moving here in the next couple years. My parents have been making my car payments and giving me gas money and I am on food stamps. I have no money to buy clothes or new shoes (which I need desperately my feet kill me), or even just go do anything. I get soooo bored sitting in his house all day, which by the way he keeps the AC on 82 and its been no cooler than 95 outside so its miserably hot even inside. I have so many things I want to do and make for the baby and have all this time but don't have the money to do anything. We haven't even started on the nursery because he still needs to go through things that are in that room. Anytime I say something to him or hint at him buying me anything he just says he doesn't have any money and he is broke (which I know is not true) and if he and I were still together how would he be supporting me if he was supposedly broke. I feel like I am making so many sacrifices so he can be close to his daughter when she is here and he isn't really doing much in return. I know he is letting me live at his house rent free but to me that isn't really that big of a deal he is also paying my health insurance which is about $150 a month. If I go hang out with a friend or spend the night at a friends house that he doesn't like sometimes he gets all upset and says he thinks I am just using him. I have told him numerous times I want to go to counseling with him so he can try to understand how I am feeling (and we could go for free with the insurance we have) but he has to make the appt and he wont do it. I feel so stuck and completely like I have no control of my life anymore. I am really starting to just wonder if I should move back home with my parents and start over there. I can't even rent an apartment when I do get back on my feet because of the eviction I now have on my credit. His child support will be between $600-800 a month so I don't think it would be completely unreasonable to help me out now with even half of that until she gets here so I can be less stressed which will be better for the baby. Am I being completely unreasonable or should he be helping me out more?