had scan today, sac measuring about 20cm. no visable bean. lost my bean early on. had scan at 5 weeks, and todays scan was 8 weeks approx. i'm gutted. i feel like my world had been ripped from under my feet. how do you get over this? if i'm honest i just want to dissapear. i've cried sinse 7.30 this morning. going tomorrow to take first pill, then sunday to take 4 more and deliver. i dont understand. i'm a good person, i was already in love with my baby. i was so happy to be pregnant and so excited to be a mum.