When I fist became pregnant I was so excited to find this supportive site! i came home to visit my family, i started to bleed befor I left to fly home. On Christmas Eve I lost my little one. my belly and my heart feel empty! It was really scarry, I didn't know that it was possible to bleed soooo much...I had to spend 3 days in the hospital. when talking to some friends i also learnt how common a miscarriage is.. my heart goes out to any woman who has gone through the same thing. My sister's baby is due today, I am really excited to become an Auntie and meet the little one..... I feel very emotional and wish that my holiday home was different! i understand that natue takes care of life in a balanced way.... I feel sad because i felt so proud to be pregnant from the man a choose to have a baby with, though he lives far from me and I somehow wish that I had a partner close by my side to go through this with and to consider trying again when my body feels ready..... I know that this wont happen soon and that i need to be patient and trust that my prayers will be answered in good time. With sadness in my heart, Babycate