I know exactly how you feel. I work in a pharmacy and day in and day out I see women purchasing pregnancy tests, pregnant women, women with newborns, women purchasing formula, diapers, binkies and so forth. It turns my stomach to tearful knots. I want to be that woman with the pregnancy test, with the full belly, with the newborn... *sigh* It's really hard to deal with. I'm so sorry you have to go through this feeling as well. It almost makes you feel like a terrible person. On one hand you are happy for the person, but on the other hand you are so jealous because that should be you... *big super massive hugs*