emilyanne
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Its been quite some time since I was last on baby and bump.... I just feel I have to share how I feel with somebody....
Today I sit here looking at pictures of my friends beautiful little girl. Ive been welling up with tears with an invisible object stuck it the depths of my throat. The picture of my friend with her beautiful family makes my heart sink. I feel like a bad person for feeling so jealous of her.... For so many years now I have hoped, wished and even prayed for a photo like this to be taken of my family.... But I dont have one. My dear boyfriend is my family. I love him ever so much. But that just makes my heart ache more. For he also wishes for a family. To have children with me.![Cry :cry: :cry:](/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/cry.gif)
Today I sit here looking at pictures of my friends beautiful little girl. Ive been welling up with tears with an invisible object stuck it the depths of my throat. The picture of my friend with her beautiful family makes my heart sink. I feel like a bad person for feeling so jealous of her.... For so many years now I have hoped, wished and even prayed for a photo like this to be taken of my family.... But I dont have one. My dear boyfriend is my family. I love him ever so much. But that just makes my heart ache more. For he also wishes for a family. To have children with me.
![Cry :cry: :cry:](/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/cry.gif)