Back on here anyone else think they'll never take baby home?

[Livininhope]

So I got my BFP this week and EDD is March 9. After three losses, I am now at the point I understand that I'm pregnant but feel as if I'll never get to take my baby home. Anyone else feeling the same?

 

[mannymoo]

I felt like that after my second mc. I felt so disconnected throughout my last pregnancy just waiting for things to go wrong. But here I am holding my little boy (in the middle of the night!!) keep the faith that this pregnancy is different and that you get your little keeper baby. Fingers crossed for a h&h 9 months. X

 

[AngelGary2007]

After I lost my son I felt like this but them went on to have 2 healthy babies. But since I've had a MMC & I'm preg again, I keep feeling I'll never see my babies (it's twins) and its a horrible feeling, hoping everything goes well for u this time round and sorry to hear uv been thru so much xxxx

 

[dairymomma]

Sounds like me after my 3rd mc. I got pg just 8 weeks and one af after my 3rd mc and kept waiting to mc. After all, that's how it worked with me, right? Well it didn't and I went on to have a healthy, happy baby boy who is now almost 4 years old. Since then I've had 3 more mc as well as another healthy happy baby-my nearly 2 year old daughter. I'm now 14 weeks into my current pregnancy (after two consecutive mc) and still worrying but getting more hopeful as the days go by. We've been there but many of us have made it full-term as well. So don't give up all hope and know we're all rootin' for you! Good luck!

 

[Cheska]

I felt like that this time last year and am now rocking him to sleep. Stay strong and try to relax xx

 

[Livininhope]

thank you all for your kind words. I will keep you updated. it's good to hear success stories. my symptoms are making me feeling really awful today - so not in a good frame of mind! It was like this the first time round and had horrific ms then found out I had miscarried. Taking the symptoms as a good sign but struggling to cope...I just want to be able to reach the second and third trimesters then get to hold my little bundle x

 

[frsttimemama]

I can relate to that. We lost our first baby at 39 weeks a few weeks ago.. we went to the hospital expecting to deliver a normal baby, and it didn't work that way. He was absolutely perfect, but his cord attached to the placenta in a way that was a huge problem and nobody knew until it was too late. I have had no other pregnancies, and I was told last year that I may have PCOS .. so not only am I afraid of pregnancy problems, I am terrified that I won't be able to get pregnant again ..

 

[Livininhope]

I am so, so sorry to hear that frsttimemama. that's just awful. the only thing we can do is try to stay strong and positive but that's so hard to do. I've just been to the bathroom and had a brown blob when I wiped. Every time I've mc'd that's how it started. I'm hoping this time is different but somehow I don't think it will be. keep strong xxx

 

[frsttimemama]

Hopefully that isn't the case! We have to stay strong and think positive thoughts. My husband is amazing and swears we will get our turn, and I'm sure that you will, too!!

 

[mannymoo]

Keeping you in my thoughts livininhope. I hope all is fine. Not sure how far along you are but I had bleeding at 5 weeks in my pregnancy that worked out. Try stay positive. Xx