Hi Girls, sorry I've not posted in ages. Life is pretty manic and thank god I've been feeling OK cause otherwise I don't know how I would have managed. Jenna thanks for not forgetting about me - you are so sweet to like my fb page
Anyway I have been keeping up with the thread even though I've not written anything. Firstly, Naomi - I'm really thinking about you lots, such a difficult time. I would hug you if I could, but at least your got a lovely family and these girls here to make you feel better xx
Nikki, man I'm so sorry your having to go through this. My last partner was a bit like that and its so hard because at other times he could be so nice. But, to cut a long story short, in the end I didn't think family life was compatible with him, so i ended our 13-year relationship before we started trying for kids. I'm not saying that's what you should do, these things are not so cut and dry (esp with kids involved) but like the other girls said you are so lovely and deserve to be happy
Tara - your pic is beautiful. Funny I thought you would have brown hair haha not sure why but i did! but anyway you look lovely as a blonde!

Loving seeing the bump pics - mine is getting bigger too. will try to post a photo later.
tara, bailey, naomi - really really really hope this is your month. i'm always rooting for you and keeping my fingers crossed.
afm - Just got back from Canada on Sunday (I was away with work). Bailey your country is so lovely

So have enjoyed a relatively chilled week getting over my jetlag and long journey. My house in Spain is coming along (slowly if not surely!) but am starting to have serious concerns about it being ready before the LO arrives!!! we'll see!! So I go off on maternity leave from work next Wednesday and that's me off for 19 months!!! OMG I can hardly believe it! My boyfriend is coming over from Spain on Wednesday to to help me get my stuff together to move to Spain the following week. Its funny because although I know this is what I want it doesn't stop me bubbling every time i think about leaving. I know it was probably a silly idea to make all these big life changes when 6-7 months pregnant but i didn't really think it through. And my sister is sad that I'm leaving and keeps telling me that I can change my mind and that she feels like she is losing her sister and that she doesn't think we will hardly see each other anymore

Even just writing this is making me sad

Anyway I know change is always the hardest bit - I'm hope I'll feel better once I'm over there. I will still check in with you girls once I move - excited to see more bpfs and eventually so lovely baby pics

Physically I'm feeling really good, this has defo been the best part of pregnancy for me, but I have a feeling its not going to last much longer now i'm in my 3rd tri.......
anyway must go for now.
lots of love to you all, nicky xxx