Beach Bumps - July Rainbows

[ladykara]

I feel for all of you girls who are worried. i am Coping a bit better this time round, but I think that's because I now have realised its totally out of my hands.... Doesn't mean I dont worry, as soon as I have even 5 mins with no sickness I panic like crazy...and then when I am sick I panic incase it's another mole pregnancy....we have all experienced the heart breaking scans, we know that look those sonographer give... I just want to get to the feeling of movement stage.... Thank god we have each other .... X

 

[bethneebabe]

I only feel better when I see read this thread. I can't even look at the other ones. It's too much! LvN, you will have a fantastic scan on Friday. Which one is this for you?

You are so right LadyKara! This is all so much out of our control. I keep trying to find signs and ways to know everything is okay. I had to stop POAS after my BFP because I realized they were not "everything is okay" tests. It's hard because everyone's pregnancy is so different and each pregnancy is different day-to-day. It's so easy for us to freak outselves out when one thing seems off or if we feel that something should be happing that isn't. It doesn't keep me from checking if my bbs are sore ever hour or so or checking to make sure I'm not bleeding when I use the ladies room but it is all out of our control. I have a feeling this is a lucky thread too

 

[LVnMommy]

I will be 7 Wks 0 days (give or take a few days).On my scan friday. My friend whos due date is a day behind mine, had her scan today and saw a heartbeat and baby@ 6 week 4 days!!! Im so nervous@!

 

[mackjess]

I'm sooooo nervous too LVN. I'll be about the same date as your friend's scan tomorrow.

 

[amjon]

I'll probably have my first scan in the morning. I'm both terrified and excited at the same time.

 

[A1983]

Goodluck ladies with your scans x

It's half 3 in the morning and I'm awake as usual...only because I'm fretting. I usually get nausea at night but none tonight or last night...but I'm still having some during the day. I want it all the time...or at least every few hours to reassure me. Why would it stop at night?

 

[girlinyork]

I'm sooooo nervous too LVN. I'll be about the same date as your friend's scan tomorrow.

My piccie is from 6+4 so you should see plenty x

So many scans coming up

I think we should all adopt a mantra - "symptoms come and go but this pregnancy has stayed." Its what I tell myself when I get a day off from my sickness or my boobs aren't so sore and it helps a bit x

 

[mackjess]

giy, I love it!

 

[A1983]

So you get a day off from sickness girlinyork? Yes that's a good mantra, just need to believe it! Sorry for my negativity, just so worried and tired x

 

[JDH1982]

Blood levels have gone down to 1207 - so they've halved in 2 days
I'm gutted. I guess on some level I knew, as bleeding is never a good sign.

So this is MC number 6 and I have a lot of thinking to do. I wonder if it's time to give up and pursue adoption, but i'll let this news sink in first.

I'm definitely going to take a break with the whole TTC and I don't think i'll do IVF again. It may be time to let nature take its course and just see what happens.

there is no more medication that I could take other than what i've just been on so I do worry that I can't carry to full term. Only time will tell I guess. But this type of heartache is just to much to bear.

I wish you all the best luck in the world that everything works out for you. But I need a break from BnB as well.

I may be watching in the wings, to you all, you've been amazing and so supportive.

 

[A1983]

I'm so sorry JDH, my thoughts and prayers are with you xxx I know you don't want to talk about it right now but we are always here for you, and if the time comes where you want to try again push for all the tests and support you can and deserve xxx

 

[ladykara]

JDH- I am so upset to hear this, my heart goes out to you. I can't even imagine what you both are going through... Sending loads of love and hugs xxx

 

[girlinyork]

So sorry JDH I have really high hopes that one way or another you'll get your family xxxxx

 

[bethneebabe]

So sorry to hear of your loss JDH. I'll be holding you and your family in my heart today.


Good luck with your scans Mackjess and Amjon!! I'm sure everything is going to be great!! Keep us fellow nervous ladies posted

 

[flapjack10]

I'm so sorry JDH

 

[Dollybird]

Jdh I'm so so sorry to hear it. Your pain just now must be terrible. Hope you can find some comfort and that one way or another, you get your forever baby. My prayers are with you xxx

 

[amjon]

We had our scan and we're expecting fraternal twins!

 

[Dollybird]

Amjon congrats! How exciting! Xxx

 

[bethneebabe]

Congrats Amjon!!! I had a good feeling about your scan this morning!!

I have thrown up at work the past two days! Only I would think that as a good thing. I'm less queasy than I was last week. Now I just feel naseaus and then throw up. It's weird but at least I can eat some now.

Weird new symptom: is anyone else feeling hip aching? It's not bad but both sides of my hips and one part of my lower back feel achy. Plus the joint where my hip meets my leg. Anyone else???

 

[monro84]

JDH--I am so sorry. Is it possible that maybe there were 2 and you lost one thats the reason the numbers went down and your bleeding. Those numbers are still good for 5 wks praying that is the case. I am on my 6th pregnancy also ttc 1 since Feb 2011. I have not done IuI or Ivf yet just to expensive for me and insurance will not cover it. I really cannot say what will happen if I loose this one. I cannot say I will take a break or just ntnp. I will pray for guidence in whatever decision you make.

Jess--I know the feeling. Brushing my back teeth makes me gag all the time. Still have not thrown up yet. And still not much of a nausa feeling. How did your scan go?

Bethnee--Your not the only one. The only symptoms I have almost all the time is being tired and boobs hurting (well more nipples).

LvN--GL with your scan tomorrow I have one then also praying we hear the HB even though I will only be 5 wks 6 days but my levels are now 14460.5 did not double from last time but they get slower as the get higher still less then 96 hrs.

Amjon--Wow congrats so exciting twins!!!


AFM--So nervous about the scan tomorrow. 5 wks 6 days hoping for a HB. My levels did not double from Mon however I have been reading once over 6000 it can take over96 hrs to double and it is 89 hr doubling time so I guess that is ok. I am entering the 6 wks so I am really scared that I am catching the beginning of the MC. I still have no MS I do gag at times but nothing like the other 2 times my levels were this high however both those times was a BO and a triplet pregnancy so I really have nothing to compair my levels to since there is probably just one. But my numbers are still pretty high on some charts so maybe still hope for twins but I doubt it. Not even sure if my body could handle it.