Been trying 3 1/2 years. Does anyone else feel the same?

[lupinerainbow]

I tend to find the cycles i have a bit of hope for are alot worse than the ones i think i'm definitely out for. This month is one of the hopeful ones and these last few days before i get my AF are killing me, i know deep down its not going to be this cycle but i have this little bit of hope that i can't get rid of no matter how hard i try. Every cycle when my AF shows up it feels like i have had my heart ripped out and it feels like i am grieving for the baby that never was. I have never had a miscarriage or anything thankfully but i still feel like i am greiving a loss every time it doesn't happen. (In no way am i trying to say its anything like a miscarriage because having that joy ripped away from you would be the worst possible thing that could happen). I'm just so fed up of waiting for our baby it must be our turn soon, i know that 3 1/2 years is an insignificant time to most of you who have been trying much longer but i just needed my little rant cause i'm feeling a bit fed up and i have that silly bit of hope. I know my stay is going to be longer here deep down but i just cant get rid of that hope and i know its going to hurt so much more when it all ends in a day or so.

 

[jahnella1]

I have been TTC for alittle over 3 years as well This journey has been a bit rocky I have AF maybe once every 4 to 6 months so this has been heart breaking I have just been told about provera and clomid I was seeing an endocrinologist for my hyperprolatinemia and was getting treated for that...my prolactin levels are not as high I have recently had an AF in march It ended on st patties day I spotted on april 6 but nothing I also spotted on the 8th and my DH and I we have been really active since that day and i have been feeling a few symptoms of pregnancy I took a HPT like 2 1/2 weeks ago and got a that was before i had any symptoms i just recently started feeling sick to my stomach and hungry all the time .I have been gaining alot off weight lately and wounder if there is a possibility i might be getting my first I really pray for it... I see a doctor on thursday for infertility and hopefully can rt some treatment wish me luck...

 

[Moorebetter]

keep your head up girl!!! it will happen and you will be a great mommy its tough. it sucks

 

[jahnella1]

keep your head up girl!!! it will happen and you will be a great mommy its tough. it sucks

does femara help you ovulate?

 

[Jessie21]

I have been TTC for 3 1/2 years as well. I have been getting assistance since December of 2011. Clomid... Nothing though.. Now im waiting to do IUI. Hopefully we can get our BFP!

 

[popchick75]

9 years of trying here. Just started meeting with RE #3 and am starting to have a little hope again. Good luck to us all!

 

[readyformore]

I find the cycles I am hopeful to be the most difficult as well.

You need to give yourself a bit of credit. 3.5 years of ttc is a very long time by anyone's standards. It certaintly is not insignificant.

 

[jahnella1]

I have been TTC for 3 1/2 years as well. I have been getting assistance since December of 2011. Clomid... Nothing though.. Now im waiting to do IUI. Hopefully we can get our BFP!

for your dont be doubtful it will happen

 

[jahnella1]

good luck

9 years of trying here. Just started meeting with RE #3 and am starting to have a little hope again. Good luck to us all!

 

[CatLady80]

10 yrs ttc here, This past year a Dr. found me and wanted my case cause it was tricky. He did all of my surgeries and we did clomid as well as femara.

Looks like Femara 7.5mg is working! He restored my right tube as well.
After 10 yrs im glad I have this Dr. He says its more important that I get preg than it is that I pay him. He sees me for free now. Its nice to have hope.

Also he went to congress this past Oct. to get women doing ivf and other treatments discounts cause its so expensive in the US. Even if I never see a bfp, im glad I found him because hes making it easier for women everywhere!

GL to all of you!

 

[n27s]

ive been ttc for almost 5 years now. im on my way on to my 3rd round of clomid. this time its 100mg. i hope 3rd times really a charm! i cant afford the special treatments. but im still lucky i live in a country where check-up and everything else is free! baby dust to all!!!!

 

[jahnella1]

10 yrs ttc here, This past year a Dr. found me and wanted my case cause it was tricky. He did all of my surgeries and we did clomid as well as femara.

Looks like Femara 7.5mg is working! He restored my right tube as well. to
After 10 yrs im glad I have this Dr. He says its more important that I get preg than it is that I pay him. He sees me for free now. Its nice to have hope.

Also he went to congress this past Oct. to get women doing ivf and other treatments discounts cause its so expensive in the US. Even if I never see a bfp, im glad I found him because hes making it easier for women everywhere!

GL to all of you!

I couldnt imagine TTC for ten years...your a strong woman and your blessed to have the DR that you have... I wish you all the luck i can for your and