I am new on the boards and just started TTC again...but I had the worst night of my life..... I started my af at 4 am with the worst cramps!! I was in my TWW as me and my SO were trying again, we have been pregnant in the past few times, but no bring home baby yet. Well during the summer we split up, we have been together for 9 yrs. Well I found out during that time, he had seen someone else. Ok so I now know she is 23 yrs old I am 34, and SHE IS PREGNANT 4 MONTHS BY MY SO!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM BEYOND DEVASTATED!! I have no idea what to do with myself! I am sorry ladies I did not know where else to vent this!