Beyond ridiculous....

[a1b2c3]

So I am really grumpy today.

It is kind of a long story but the shirt version is that I am PISSED off at our friends new wife for being pregnant. Nit so strange you say? Well how about the fact that she isn't a actually pregnant yet!

I know it makes no sense but she annoys me because she says 'when we have kids...'. I get so angry! Wehave been ttc almost as long as they have known each other.

I don't like her much anyway and she just strikes me as someone who wi get of straight away.

My dh keeps telling me to stop being ridiculous, and I know I am, but I can't help it.

Has anyone else had these kind of thoughts or am I just a b****?

 

[kaye]

nope i also have days like this all the time and my hubby always tells me to get a grip and stop thinking the world is against me lol.

babydust to you xx

 

[NavyWife84]

I am so right there with you. I am so jealous of couples who are just starting out with ttc. I wish I could be back in that ignorant bliss! I know most of the women JSO won't have the problems I have and in a way that kills me. Don't get me wrong, I don't wish this infertility on my worst enemy! But women who are jso are so excited and happy. I want to be there again I have to bite my tongue and try ont to tell them things about being let down with ltttc, blocked tubes, pcos, you name it. And it also sucks knowing that they are jso and will probably have a baby (if not, 2) before I am blessed with my first!

You aren't a b****, what you are feeling is completely normal. There is nothing easy about ltttc.

 

[a1b2c3]

thanks ladies.

 

[Sophe]

me too... I hate weddings because i know the BFP annoucement will follow, and it will hurt and it makes me feel a bit of sadness for my own wedding day, like we didn't know what was too come and i feel sorry for us..

 

[cooch]

When I look back I remember how hopeful and excited we were. I'm glad we didn't know what we'd find out about TTC, however I'm glad we know now. As we're following a road that'll get us our babies (PMA).

But yeah I am always on guard to other people's news, its such a pity. I want to be happy for them. I trying to focus on us though, as focusing on them probably will result in more babies for more people. Its our turn next!!!

 

[Feisty Fidget]

I dread when people announce they will be trying too I know that they will go on to fall quickly with zero complications while we are all stuck in limbo. As nasty as it sounds I am now only genuinely pleased when a LTTC person announces they are pregnant

Where abouts in Dorset are you located hun? Were over in Poole

 

[a1b2c3]

I am also in Poole!

lol, what a small world!

 

[Skoer1360]

Oh, I totally feel that way.. and what do you know, SIL prego first month and it really just pisses me off when she talks about it.. also I get nervous when people I know have been together for a long time (especially if I don't like them lol).

FF: I also do that lol, unless they've tried for over a year I cuss at them in my head

 

[Feisty Fidget]

There you go then hun, no need to fee loney! You know of at least one person locally who is also strugging x