well yesterday i took one of my tablets again as id been naughty...i had a bowl of cereal and an apple. Had sooo much going on i went to bed early and flaked out.
I have a cousin who is mentally and physically handicapped, hes now 27 and has been tube fed all his life, he cant do anything but watch the tv bless him. He had been rushed into hospital with kidney failure and we were told to expect the worst, however, the cathater finally worked and things started to look up, were waiting for an appt for him to see a consultant but have been told because of his problems he isnt eligible for dialasis or a transplant and i do understand why however wrong it may sound. Anyway...i had a phone call early hours yesterday to say his step bro whi is 21 had had an epeleptic fit in the bath and died!! So things were a bit strained...especially as my aunties eldest son was murdered a few years back in the jewelery quater in birmingham....how much shit are we meant to take as a family ay?!?!?
Anyway to try and get on with things i went to merryhill to try and get a christening outfit...i went to next and managed to get into a size 18!!! (i no its still massive but i was so chuffed) only top...not bottoms..anyway i found a few tops but then the one i wanted jumped out at me...a really bright (yellow, lime green cerise pink etc) halter neck quite silky material...i tried on the 20 and it fitted lovely apart from on my bad hip...to match the halter neck there is a band going round my hips that buttons up....because of my pins etc it wouldnt do up and was about 2cm too small...i tried to order the next size up and it was store only order...i came home and thought id ring later, i did this to be told that were none left and there were also no stock in a size 20 left!!!! My best friend bless her raced all teh way back to merry hill..got the size 20 and weve come up with a plan...im going to take it to a dressmaker and get them to attach a silky scarf/ribbon through the bitton holes, making it into a big bow so you cant see it doesnt join and make a detail out of it ...what do you think? I also bought some black flowy trousers..(size 22) and as i was a 26 before im chuffed....ive seen some yellow espadrilles in next so that will be my next purchase i have loads of jewellry so when ive got the outfit ill be brave and put a pic up...from the way ive explained the top do you think the bow thing will work ladies...pls pls pls say yes!!!!
Have taken another tablet today, just had some cereal and im off to work, come home later and im off to the horse racing for a friends birthday...all of us are going though me mark maddy and tommy so its not a booze up lol
hope you all have a good day keep your spirits up everyone
h x
could you do lots of swimming whilst you're away as good exercise x x
