Booking appt 2moro!!

[torilou]

At long last I have my booking appt tomorrow! Really worried about it as am really not keen on the midwife, dont even want to have bubs at my local hospital (really bad experience before) yet havnt researched homebirth enough to know if I want that or not and I know that will be one of the questions and I just know im going to be badgered into just being booked in there, really worked up and worried as hubby cant even come with me as he is going in for a operation tomorrow so thats making me feel even worse as I may have to leave him while hes in being operated on to get to my appointment on time

Feeling really low, stressed and worried this evening

 

[Housewife83]

Sorry to hear you are are so stressed about your appointment.

I'm not surprised given you've had a bad experience in the past.

I know it's easier said then done, but try to take it as it comes. Good luck to you.

 

[torilou]

Housewife

Thanks hun, im really trying not to and keep telling myself that it will be fine, just bracing myself to be giggled at for any question I have (midewife has a really irritating habit of giggling at questions/concerns) grrr will try and grin and bear it I guess xx

 

[Housewife83]

Wow she does sound rude!

Hope everything goes well for your OH as well.