devastated22
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i'm having miscarriage right now for the first time of my life so everything is new for me. i'm still waiting for my doc to tell me f i need to be d&c or not. they are still checking my hcg level. i felt so devastated as my username is because i learned that i was pregnant a month ago and i was so happy that day and thanked GOD for a special gift that He is giving me for my coming birthday this 22nd of december. but then it's gone all of a sudden. i was a nanny and been off for 3 weeks already but still find it hard to go back to work. my boss texted me today and i just told her to hire somebody else because i find it hard even in my imagination to still be with the kids all day as if nothing happened, i told my husband i can do other work except being with the kids. i don't know if i'm overacting or it's just normal that i feel this way? please help. it really hurts me to see babies'kids and pregnant women...
