PinkCupcake
MMC - 12 weeks
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So as some of you know I was booked in for my 12 week scan today which I was so excited for, very bad news 
The baby died not long ago with no reason behind it and i'm suppose to be 12 weeks today. Having the ultrasound was so horrible and I knew from he moment I saw it that something was wrong. It didn't look like a baby like it did on my 8 week ultrasound, it didn't look like anything even though it would have nearly been fully formed It's not registered yet, i'm still in complete shock and need to make the decision of what I want to do about getting the baby out of me either bleed naturally or have minor surgery, I have no idea The thought of either way kills me, that's our child! 
I know most people say it gets better in time but i can't face anybody, i've literally not stopped sobbing the whole day and have no idea what to do with myself. The rain is belting down which makes everything a whole lot more depressing 
I know i'm only young but we both loved that baby with every bone in our bodies and the thought of never getting to meet it kills me. Well then that's one angel baby for me, I never understood the amount of pain a miscarriage can cause but i can't even find the words to explain how shit I feel right now. I obviously have no need to come on this site any more, but i just want to thank you girls for being so kind and helpful whenever i've had any questions or anything. Nobody has judged me about my age which is so rare these days, you're all stars and i wish every one of you a happy and healthy pregnancy 
xxx
The baby died not long ago with no reason behind it and i'm suppose to be 12 weeks today. Having the ultrasound was so horrible and I knew from he moment I saw it that something was wrong. It didn't look like a baby like it did on my 8 week ultrasound, it didn't look like anything even though it would have nearly been fully formed It's not registered yet, i'm still in complete shock and need to make the decision of what I want to do about getting the baby out of me either bleed naturally or have minor surgery, I have no idea The thought of either way kills me, that's our child! I know most people say it gets better in time but i can't face anybody, i've literally not stopped sobbing the whole day and have no idea what to do with myself. The rain is belting down which makes everything a whole lot more depressing I know i'm only young but we both loved that baby with every bone in our bodies and the thought of never getting to meet it kills me. Well then that's one angel baby for me, I never understood the amount of pain a miscarriage can cause but i can't even find the words to explain how shit I feel right now. I obviously have no need to come on this site any more, but i just want to thank you girls for being so kind and helpful whenever i've had any questions or anything. Nobody has judged me about my age which is so rare these days, you're all stars and i wish every one of you a happy and healthy pregnancy xxx
i cannot imagine what you're going through but now you will have an angel with you everywhere you go
If you would like anyone to talk to or vent to, and decide not to come on here anymore, feel free to msg me and I'll send you my email! Feel better, a brighter day will come!
