LittleAngel_x
Mummy to Ruby!
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Im So Sorry 

yeah i'm sure we'll be trying again, give it 6 or so months maybe to grieve. i'm so glad you got another little bean! hope to god it sticks for you. have you had a early scan yet to check everything? xxI hope you do hun, if thats what you guys wantI know how much I wanned another baby after my loss, just over a year later.. My little bubs on its way, i hope
youve got all of us girls on here![]()
Good luck xxx
So as some of you know I was booked in for my 12 week scan today which I was so excited for, very bad newsThe baby died not long ago with no reason behind it and i'm suppose to be 12 weeks today. Having the ultrasound was so horrible and I knew from he moment I saw it that something was wrong. It didn't look like a baby like it did on my 8 week ultrasound, it didn't look like anything even though it would have nearly been fully formed
It's not registered yet, i'm still in complete shock and need to make the decision of what I want to do about getting the baby out of me
either bleed naturally or have minor surgery, I have no idea
The thought of either way kills me, that's our child!
I know most people say it gets better in time but i can't face anybody, i've literally not stopped sobbing the whole day and have no idea what to do with myself. The rain is belting down which makes everything a whole lot more depressing
I know i'm only young but we both loved that baby with every bone in our bodies and the thought of never getting to meet it kills me. Well then that's one angel baby for me, I never understood the amount of pain a miscarriage can cause but i can't even find the words to explain how shit I feel right now. I obviously have no need to come on this site any more, but i just want to thank you girls for being so kind and helpful whenever i've had any questions or anything. Nobody has judged me about my age which is so rare these days, you're all stars and i wish every one of you a happy and healthy pregnancy
xxx