angelmummy
Mum of 2 boys & 1 angel
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Hi everyone
I have birth to my stillborn son on 26.02.08. He was 39 weeks and 6 days. There was no reason for his death.
I then went on to have my rainbow baby born screaming 23.09.09.
Deep down i want another baby but keep telling everyone, even my partner, family and friends that i dont want anymore children, but deep down i do desperately and cannot imagine never being pregnant again even though i had such a traumatic time giving birth to my angel.
i know i have had a rainbow baby the fear it might happen again never goes away and i am terrified that i could suffer again.
i also have a ds who is 5.
why is it even after a successful subsequent pregnancy the fear never goes away.
I have birth to my stillborn son on 26.02.08. He was 39 weeks and 6 days. There was no reason for his death.
I then went on to have my rainbow baby born screaming 23.09.09.
Deep down i want another baby but keep telling everyone, even my partner, family and friends that i dont want anymore children, but deep down i do desperately and cannot imagine never being pregnant again even though i had such a traumatic time giving birth to my angel.
i know i have had a rainbow baby the fear it might happen again never goes away and i am terrified that i could suffer again.
i also have a ds who is 5.
why is it even after a successful subsequent pregnancy the fear never goes away.