Can't believe this...(sorry TMI)

[Hellylou]

Thank you everyone. You are all so lovely.

I have been pretty bad lately, and I got signed off work for 2 weeks, and I'm sorting out some counselling, so I am hoping this will help me get through this. Things have been very strained at home, but knowing I don't have to worry about work for a while is helping. There is a lot to deal with at the moment but I think it may not be as hopeless as I thought...

I also have my appointment with consultant on Monday at last, so hopefully that will help get some answers. I am also looking into memorials for Thomas. I think I hit rock bottom this week but the only way is up...

 

[Nikki_d72]

Ow, babe - I really hope you get out of the hole soon. You have all my love xxx