I'm 15 years old. Please don't judge I didn't intend on geting pregnant... It was my first time and the guy lied to me saying that the condom didn't brake when I had thought it did.. 5 weeks later I took home tests and all 5 were negative so I thought i was okay. at 12 weeks I thought I should take another one. It was postive I went to the doctor and they said I was for sure pregnant. I didn't know what to do. I was young scared. My first thought was to tell the dad. He said there was no way I could be and he was not ready for a kid, and told me to leave him alone...(what an ass). I though about abortion, but i decided not to because I wanted to take responsibilty for the baby. I has went to the doctor at 14 weeks and found out I was going to have a little baby girl. I started to warm up to the fact I was going to be a mom. I realized this was going to be my little girl no matter how young I was I was going to be a great mommy. I decided on a name(Jayline Noel Jones) and I had a god father for her. i knew he would help us both out greatly. I becoming happy. 
But needless to say I started having trouble at 15 weeks.. My doctor told me her heart rate was slowing, but he had gave me a shot and said this should help. two weeks after that I started having heavy bleeding I went to the doctor as fast as i could, and at 17 weeks I looked on that screen and saw no heart beat. I realized my daughter was dead...
It's been exactly one month since then and I am still trying to find ways to cope with this. I havent found a good one yet. I'm extreamly depressed, and cry everyday every night. I can't stop thinking of her. Yes, i'm young, but I loved that baby with ALL my heart and would have given my life for her and given her the world..
Any help or comments would be great.
thank you,
~Erin~
But needless to say I started having trouble at 15 weeks.. My doctor told me her heart rate was slowing, but he had gave me a shot and said this should help. two weeks after that I started having heavy bleeding I went to the doctor as fast as i could, and at 17 weeks I looked on that screen and saw no heart beat. I realized my daughter was dead...
It's been exactly one month since then and I am still trying to find ways to cope with this. I havent found a good one yet. I'm extreamly depressed, and cry everyday every night. I can't stop thinking of her. Yes, i'm young, but I loved that baby with ALL my heart and would have given my life for her and given her the world..
Any help or comments would be great.
thank you,
~Erin~
