I have had 2 mmc and am pregnant for the third time. With both mmc I still had strong pregnancy symptoms all the way up to the d n c s so this time I can't be reassured by any of my current symptoms. I had an early scan last tues which showed I'm 5 weeks instead of 6+4 no hb yet but if it is truly 5 weeks that's fine. What I'm worried abt is that it stopped growing a while ago ad my first mmc was around the same stage. I have to wait until next thurs until I get scanned again. Im going through hourly emotion changes of hope followed by preparing for the worst it is torture. Why is having a family so hard. Makes it worse since I'm a midwife and participate in other peoples baby journeys and joy, so difficult when you desperate to experience it yourself.