Chemical last month, 7 or 8dpo now, testing until BFP or AF! UPDATE - AF came

Now that I look back, if I don't look too close i feel like i see the faintest line ever on both, but who knows..I'll test with my other FRER tomorrow or the day after, however long I can hold out!

I'll try the cheapies for now
 
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Not sure what to think, AF is due in 4 days but I've been having AF type cramps on and off for 4 days and, tmi, when i was checking my cm today there was tiny blood streaks and some pink, but I would have never known had I not been looking for it. Not sure what to think! Hoping it's good signs.
 
Sounds like implantation hunni. I had that with both of my pregnancies. Only noticed when I wiped though. It was never enough to need a pad or even go onto pants. It can be between a pale pink / brown colour x
 
I Didn't actually test until about 5 days later! I had implantation on the 28th October through to the 30th October. AF was due on the 2nd November and I tested on the 3rd when I new I was a day late xx
 
I keep waiting for more bleeding but that was all I had, just the streaks and a tiny bit of pink. All I keep finding now is tons of ewcm. Haven't tested again yet but I'll get some today :)

Still having mild cramping on and off, nothing ive ever experienced before AF but it feels like its been the start of AF for 6 days now!

Thank goodness my husband is slightly on board now.. He would be happy either way but hes worried about me coping, I'm the only one who was really hoping for a bfp.
Actually not true, so is our 5 year old, he wants a baby sister, asap :)
 
I keep waiting for more bleeding but that was all I had, just the streaks and a tiny bit of pink. All I keep finding now is tons of ewcm. Haven't tested again yet but I'll get some today :)

Still having mild cramping on and off, nothing ive ever experienced before AF but it feels like its been the start of AF for 6 days now!

Thank goodness my husband is slightly on board now.. He would be happy either way but hes worried about me coping, I'm the only one who was really hoping for a bfp.
Actually not true, so is our 5 year old, he wants a baby sister, asap :)

Any updates? did you test?
 
Yes, I just did but I'm still not seeing much :\ this time there was a line on the frer right away but I couldn't tell if it was gray or pink. I also had more pink cm which could be the start of AF.. feeling like I'm out but I can't even believe it because I was so sure this was it.

I had a huge meltdown after testing, in front of my DH, and he kept asking what's wrong, is ds2 too much for you? Are you having a hard time? Did I say something wrong? Finally he said "are you afraid you're pregnant?" And I said "no, I don't want to wait, I keep telling myself that I want to wait because everybody thinks we should but I can't stop thinking about it" and he said "that's all? We can have another one! We don't have to wait, we can start trying"

I can't believe it. So I guess even if this isn't my cycle, I will be back again :)

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Opened it to look for color but sadly all I see is a horribly thick and deep indent line.
 
I just tested again with a first signal walmart cheapy and got the faintest line, but it is there and it came up right away..wondering if I've fallen victim to the curved FRER false negatives and thinking about running out for an ept or clearblue
 
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I don't know how visible it is in pictures
 
Ugh I feel like I'm losing my mind. The pink cm is now orangey brown, and if my tests aren't negative then they aren't doing a good job of showing me..AF isnt due for 2 more days and I'm already so fed up :cry:

I hate waiting!! :nope:

Sorry, ranting over.. I just felt like this was it, we weren't even officially trying yet and I'm already ready to give up! I feel like such a spaz.

I have the strangest feeling like our family is just on hold until we get pregnant again and I can't move on from it.

You've all been so supportive, thank you.
 
I'm so sorry hun :hugs: Something similar happened to me and it took over everything for days. It was also the cycle after my MMC so I wasn't in the best mental state in the first place. I know we all say you're not out till af shows but I understand you feeling out. Try to look on the bright side - your DH is totally onboard with TTC again. That's great! It might not have been this cycle but it will happen for you. (Ps if af is late make sure you come back and tell us) xxxx
 

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