Ladies, thank you very much for your support. It's been very anxious few days but I am being cautiously optimistic. AF is due today but Clearblue said "Pregnant 2-3" this morning! FRER is giving me a faint line which is unfortunately not close to control line (after the chemical I had on my first IVF I am really scared of faint lines). I've been waiting for a response from Munich on my blood tests but they are being slow which makes me super nervous cos I really want to hear from them whether we have a chance here. Also, I run out of progesterone and am slightly panicking. I cant buy German progesterone here but I have Czech one and cyclogest, not sure which one is better. would really like to hear from Munich.
I am off to the airport soon to fly to Egypt, cant believe this! I spent years carefully avoiding all travel in TWW and cancelling important trips and now when I finally have a real chance I am travelling and not anywhere close in Europe but to Africa. I am taking some nuts/dried fruit and herbal teas with me just in case. I hope it's safe to eat at the hotel but I am quite nervous as I had food poisoning in Egypt before even though we were very careful. I read that it seems safe for the baby to travel by air but the first trimester is a risky one so not the best time to travel.
I am also still coughing a lot and my chest hurts when I try to take a deep breathe which is not ideal. I am trying to ignore this problem because I cant do an x-ray. I just hope it will resolve on its own.
I know I should be happy and I am but after almost 5 years TTC unfortunately what I feel is fear… Also I have no symptoms. breasts are sore but that's progesterone and I get it every other cycle anyway. There was one thing that made me hope though, from about 7-8 DPO I started having a barely noticeable AF cramp type of feeling. At first I thought I was just imagining it but after a few days they became a constant feature, from time to time during the day I feel very minor cramps, not strong enough to put them on my chart but enough for me to be aware of where my uterus is.
The downside of having IVF abroad is that you are basically on your own, I feel quite lost and have no idea what my next step is supposed to be. I need to book a scan somewhere right? Do I go to GP now or is too early? anyway, I am away this week so I can only do it next week. also, bizarrely FF says I am 4 weeks pregnant now?? I have not even missed my period yet officially
I have also been dieting after ET but I did not do any fasting days just observed my 1,000-1,200 calorie limit and I am happy to report I have lost all of my IVf weight – 4 kg! It took two months! I still have 5 kg to lose to reach my normal weight but it's all forgotten now. I read that you should eat normally in the first trimester and only add 300 calories in the second and 500 calories in the third (It does not stop me from eating for 5 people though). I am also glad I leaned the calories stuff cos eating in pregnancy is all about getting most nutrients for less calories.
It's still super early so at the moment I am just hoping and hoping and hoping