Clomid Club Graduate Buddies

[babyloulou]

Well missing the end of "known" just saved you another minute!

 

[kcw81]

Hey girls so glad to read some more chatting! Thought we were done for there.

Jess why hong kong? Sounds exciting! And scary! But after that trip you r gonna be the resident pro of travelling with a baby. Can't you just make formula with cold water if necessary? Or room temp? I am sorry about your thyroid probs and having to work so much! It's prob good to delay the surgery longer for your trip right?

Lou sorry about the boy. I sincerely hope he gets sleepy soon like normal. Maybe crawling will help wear him out.

Suz hope Sammuel gets over this little teething thing soon! Amazing how many teeth he has! Sucks about yr fil waiting that long. I would be pissed off!!!

Lisa hey good job keeping up w bfing! Who knew we would Make it this far! My plan was to wean at 6 months! Nope! Still pumping away.

Dad and I just spending in house time together and he is having fun watch Jimmy crawl!

 

[kcw81]

Anyone talk to Ellen anymore?

 

[lisaf]

I need a kick in the pants tomorrow with a reminder to call the doctor about my PND. (also need to call Daniel's ENT and schedule a follow up.. keep forgetting).
DH made dinner tonight.. kind of messed up the sauce but it still tasted great.

Anyway, the PND stuff is just making my head spin... the slightest topic sets me off. The other night it was thinking that I should look up baby heimlich/cpr stuff before we start BLW 'just in case'.. then suddenly realizing my inlaws don't know the first thing about how to do it and i start vividly imagining Daniel's lips turning blue with them not knowing what to do... unable to shake that image.
Tonight it was a little teaser for the news about a cop who ran into a house on fire and saved a little boy. Triggered me to imagining vividly that our house was on fire and Daniel was trapped in his room by flames screaming his head off. I'm almost in tears over it. This really really sucks and I don't like feeling this way.

 

[Peach Blossom]

Aw Lisa, I know how those imaginations can get out of control I have those kind of episodes, but hide it from everyone. I hope the doc can help you.

Suz, your thyroid controls your metabolism. Your normal thyroid hormone level should be 20.... Mine was 32 and is now 62.... I have a rapid heart rate, I'm very shaky, can't sleep and hot all the time... Oh and I'm losing weight without trying. If left untreated it can lead to heart problems and possible heart attack, osteoporosis and organ damage due to the increased metabolism and not really getting any nutrition....

 

[lisaf]

wow, that sounds horrible Jess! I really hope they can get it under control and get you that surgery soon!

Thanks for understanding what I meant. I tried to talk to DH and he just didn't get it. He said it was normal and that he does it too. When I asked if his imagination makes him cry, he said no, but then sort of dismissed the topic. He supports me on getting more help and all that, I just wish he listened better. (I know I can bring it up again and tell him how I felt about his response and it would actually help him realize what I meant etc, but I just dont' see the point in doing that right now... I've done it before about this issue and he doesn't remember the next time I need support from him and I'm just a little tired right now of having to explain things to him a 2nd time and remind him of the kind of support I need when I open up like that).
Its so hard to admit those thoughts ...

 

[lisaf]

Ok, this made me giggle

 

[SBB]

Lisa I think that's totally normal, I do it all the time too.

Personally if someone in the family was looking after my baby all the time I'd have them do a first aid /life saving course. You expect a childminder to, it's no different for family.

I forgot to tell you guys that sammuel did the cutest thing yesterday. I'd slept with no bra on and we'd got up and gone back into bed and I had my dressing gown on and was lying on my side. For some reason he finds my nipples really funny!! Anyway, he kept lifting my dressing gown up and giggling at my nipple, then putting it back over. He did it for a good 10 mins - it was so cute

X x x

 

[babyloulou]

Ben comes off my boob sometimes when feeding to stare at my boob He

 

[babyloulou]

Oops pressed submit to soon!

... he examines it all over, tweaks it, smiles, then goes back to feeding!

 

[SBB]

Haha it's funny isn't it! I wonder why they find it so amusing!

X x x

 

[SBB]

Lou have you heard matt cardles song? Do you still love him?!

X x x

 

[babyloulou]

The one he sang on xfactor last week? yeah it's a pile of cack!! They always ruin them after they've won xfactor!! Look at Shayne Ward! He just disappeared!!

 

[SBB]

Yeh shayne Ward is tacky though!

Matt cardle was on this morning and he didn't sign 100% with simon cowell he signed 50% to another label so he could have more input... hmmm hopefully he'll do some decent stuff and not all pop crap!

X x x

 

[SBB]

Casey happy birthday!!! You kept that quiet didn't you? Are you having a nice day?

X x x

 

[Peach Blossom]

Casey! Happy Birthday!! xx

I'm going to Hong Kong to see my mum who lives out there. We're also going to the Mandarin Oriental hotel and spa in Sanya... can't wait!!

 

[babyloulou]

Ooo nice Jess!! Very jealous!!

Happy birthday Casey!!! Why didn't you tell us?? Xxx


Yes totally tacky Suz- but the face of an angel!! I'd do him!!

 

[kcw81]

Oooh nice Jess! Sounds so lovely!

Thanks guys. Not doing much today- we have too much going on to do anything but dh said maybe in a couple weeks i get a few hours on a weekend to
Go do whatever- massage or pedicure. My dads here now then his brother is here so I can't really take time off now. Yay I am old. Let's say I
Turned 30 today'!

 

[SBB]

lou!!!! Haha really?! He's cringy!!

Jess that sounds lovely! I want a Holiday! The thyroid thing sucks by the way, thanks for explaining it! Don't beat yourself up about stopping expressing, you've done so well hopefully after the surgery it will all be fixed!

X x x

 

[lisaf]

Happy Birthday Casey, don't worry, I'm old too.

So cute with Sam and Ben enjoying their booby time Daniel just smiles up at my face when he's done or responds with eagerness/hunger when its time to eat.