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[SBB]

Chell the seahorse is cool, go for it...

I phoned the MW office, dim bint told me to see my go or go to a&e?! Wtf? What are either going to do? That's not the procedure at all. She's mental. I am going to call back after 9 and speak to an actual MW.

X x x

 

[SBB]

Chell the other thing s likes is this light that makes patterns across the ceiling, red and white and green star things and stuff. I'll try find a link later for you.

X x x

 

[SBB]

Well I phoned back and spoke to an actual MW, she told me the same thing!!!

She said labour ward wouldn't see me til 20 weeks. I said ok, what about EARLY preg unit? She sounded like she'd barely heard of them and agreed to call them. Then phones back to say I can go for scan at 2.45. Honestly, wtf?! If I hadn't known any better I'd have gone to a&e, waited 3 hours to be seen and be told to go home and 'see what happens'.

IDIOTS!! Not looking forward to scan, I don't have a good feeling at all. Jess give me some positive thought things to do!

X x x

 

[Euronova]

Suz- all crossed for the scan!!! I had all sorts of pains and all was fine, still get the occasional sharp one when I sneeze or cough. A little bit of blood might just be nothing. Keep positive, I've got everything crossed for you!

 

[SBB]

Thanks V. I had all sorts of pains with Sammuel and red blood but very early...

I don't know, we'll see I guess!

X x x

 

[Euronova]

I know it's hard to feel positive, I was so stressed out when they thought I had an ectopic because of the pains. But if you don't mind I'll feel positive for you. It was only a bit of blood and you have not had any since and that's a great sign.
How is the sickness?
All crossed for you and little bean, I'll be eagerly checking for news this afternoon x

 

[SBB]

Thanks V. I know I should feel positive I guess I just want to prepare myself in case!

I still feel really sick so that's a good sign. But with a mmc you can still have normal symptoms.

X x x

 

[Peach Blossom]

Aw Suz, can you have a few moments to lie down on your own? Close your eyes and concentrate on your breathing. Let all other thoughts leave your head and tell yourself you'll deal with them at a later point. Visualise your baby burrowing deeply in to the lining of your womb. Encompass it with love and protection.

I can't tell you that it will be ok. I just hope and pray it is. You know I was bleeding red and brown for the first tri with Lili, sometimes almost full flow. Think positively and keep busy. xxxx

 

[babyloulou]

Aww Suz. I've got everything crossed for you. I can't promise it'll be ok but a tiny spit of blood could be nothing and the symptoms are a good sign!

 

[SBB]

Thanks Jess I did that!

Sammuel is having a long sleep and I'm packing up orders but my bloody printer doesn't work so I might have to hand write the labels which is going to look really unprofessional

How are you and Ben today lou?
X x x

 

[Peach Blossom]

Thinking of you Suz. Sending lots of positive vibes to you. xxxx

 

[Onelildream]

Are you ok, Suz?

 

[lisaf]

Suz the bleeding I had during pregnancy was pink/red, not brown.
The sharp pain could be from lifting too much ... your body is going to be a little different this time than last.

Big hugs though, its impossible not to worry, but I believe in my heart its going to be ok.




As for the chair.. yeah they told me where I could put it and it makes NO sense, lol.. it just wouldn't work there, it wouldn't be usable there and it would make the glider unusable. I actually need to rearrange the furniture to make better use of the Ikea toy organizer I got.
The leather recliner in our living room is my main hangout.. its broken though (maybe I'm just jealous because I need a new chair they got Daniel one instead? ). I was thinking when that chair dies that I might move the nursery glider out to the living room (it looks stupid and cheesy but it would be nice to get more use out of it... but I'm also sort of hoping the chair doesn't die for a while or we can maybe maybe fix it) then there would be room for it in the nursery? There really isn't anywhere in the living room for it.
UGH, I just wish I had a bigger house and a nicer place for it.
Though I also think it would be nice if Daniel would cuddle with us on the couch etc.
WHY did she HAVE to buy a big item when I asked her not to? Part of me wants to decline it based on that alone.
I mean, isn't it a teensy bit obnoxious to ignore my request, then buy me something that requires me to rethink my furniture, rearrange things and maybe even get rid of my own furniture?

 

[lisaf]

what time is it there?

 

[Peach Blossom]

4.10pm x

 

[lisaf]

Now I'm worried... hope you're ok Suz!

 

[Peach Blossom]

I just got a text from her and she's fine! Phew!! x

 

[Euronova]

yeaaah!!!!! god i have been thinking about it all afternoon did she say how far along she is???

 

[lisaf]

First off... WHEW!!

lol @ V

 

[babyloulou]

She's just text- she's fine