[CLOSED GROUP] TTC to 1st diaper - Welcome Freya! Congrats to fezzle!

[LillyTame]

lol @ Snack

#3! @ tx

 

[txbiscuit]

LOL. Thanks you two!

 

[LillyTame]

Yea, I was just thinking life happens and the company has to deal with it! I understand your concerns though too just like at my work, people wonder why I didn't take a longer leave, it was because we are so under staffed and I felt guilty. But my life/decisions can't be put on hold for here because this place will keep functioning even without me.

 

[Snackimals]

Lilly is making a whole lot of sense right now, Texas.

 

[Ameli]

Agreed. Option #3. I think it's good you're thinking about it like you are, but you have to do the best thing for yourself and your family. Sounds like you're a solid, thoughtful employee so you're really not doing anything wrong here. I have similar internal struggles with my job (different situations, I just mean the guilt). LillyTame is right though, they'll be ok when you have to take your leave, and then you'll come back as an awesome employee maybe even making more money than now! That is so great to have daycare provided at your office, by the way.

 

[Twag]

At 10weeks you don't need to be telling them yet so I would go with option #3 too

I chart all cycle as I found when I didn't it stressed me out more plus it is habit now I have been doing it for so damn long I will miss it if I am not temping

 

[lamago]

Snakimals are you getting close to testing? I'm on day three now so I want to live vicariously through you.

I scheduled my hsg for Thursday and I'm so scared!! Now I'm even delusional and think I pregnant be use I keep getting spasm and abdominal pain. But of course all tests say bfn.

I'm starting to get over my disappointment for this month and decided I'm doing soy isoflones this month and started taking maca. Last month I took ngc fertility blend but I'm just not sure if what's in it helped because my levels came back even lower 4.5.

I don't have a test for this month, so I wonder if I get higher temps that means my progesterone is up? Any thoughts?

Txbiscuit, did you apply?

 

[Twag]

Sorry Lamago

 

[txbiscuit]

I'm sorry things are weird with your cycle lamago. I hope this is your month!

I've got my application ready. The job should be posted tomorrow (I heard about it early through a friend).

 

[Snackimals]

Fingers and toes crossed for you Texas!!!

Sorry I've been so unplugged this weekend. I got no notification all day yesterday of new posts! I have a LOT to catch up on.

I also have little news. I have no symptoms besides my usual IBS... which definitely turned up this weekend. Today has been better since afternoon. If I linked it to anything... I had frozen yogurt for lunch, and a bean n rice burrito- homemade everything. Maybe it's all been more protein than usual...

I did have some minimal cramping today. Nothing too painful, just a little different for me at this stage. But it didn't last long, and I just feel whatever about it now. Otherwise, absolutely no symptoms.

I did not take my temperature this morning either, as to not dwell on anything today. I'm just so not pumped about this cycle, I'm gunna be a bummer for you guys. I won't test until CD29. No messing around this time...

 

[LillyTame]

OMG Snack! 9 more days?! You are going to drive me insane!

 

[Ameli]

You have willpower, Snackimals! Me, not so much. I tested this morning but BFN. Still pretty early to test, so I'm not upset. Hope everyone else is doing well.

 

[Twag]

I am waiting to O and hoping to all goodness that this cycle she wants to show up late like cd16 rather than her normal between cd12-14

 

[Snackimals]

I'm just not that in to it anymore... the POAS. Ah. I got plenty to keep me busy.

(note. Thayet is viewing our thread. How nice. Really.)

 

[LillyTame]

I'm just not that in to it anymore... the POAS. Ah. I got plenty to keep me busy.

(note. Thayet is viewing our thread. How nice. Really.)

That's how I felt the last cycle...until about 2 days before I was ready to test lol then I was POAS crazy, but at least it didn't start at 5dpo like the previous 2 cycles.

(And...no comment. )

 

[Snackimals]

Couldn't help it. It was an observation.

 

[Twag]

I never get the POAS urge I dread it actually as so scared of another chemical and I know that as soon as I do test (only when late) AF turns up straight away like it kicks her into action

snackimals this ttc lark is hard work

(Who is watching us?? )

 

[Snackimals]

We had a very clean falling out with a TTC lady on this website... It was something a part of our initial thread. Nothing noteworthy, just really clear that we were all parting ways with her, and her with us. So, seeing her viewing our new thread today, it was kinda touching. Although, its a little and too late. You get me?

 

[Twag]

Ahhh ok lol

 

[thayet]

my apologies for being curious as to how you all were doing, and hoping for positive news.. I won't make that mistake again. for the record, my decision to leave the old thread had very little to do with you all, and a lot to do with my current situation. feel free to read up on it over in my journal, seeing as how this is a public site, and all.

I'll stay out of your thread from now on.