Come and wait with me in my tww :D GUESS WHO'S BACK YEP CRAZY WOMAN HERE

[3boys]

Just been to loo and wiped and yep bleeding so this is either implantation or my period as it's like a pink/red colour so im actually thinking my period, at 9dpo like wth is going on see how it is in next few days and decide if I test or not xx

Oh no

 

[tdog]

Kicking myself as I just ordered more easy@home tests aswell, I no we were ntnp as such but it still hurts regardless xx

 

[3boys]

Kicking myself as I just ordered more easy@home tests aswell, I no we were ntnp as such but it still hurts regardless xx

Whether you are officially trying or not doesn’t matter. With my chemical in November we weren’t trying at all. It was just my moodiness that made me test but it was absolutely devastating. Please do not think you can’t feel all the feelings. Hopefully this is just implantation bleeding.

 

[HalfricanMa]

Hopefully implantation. Sorry tdog, I know how horrible it feels to see a convincing test early and then not so convincing test or symptoms. That limbo sucks!

 

[tdog]

Thank you so much ladies i no i said I didn't want to get my hopes up but I did i no i shouldn't have but couldn't help it xx

 

[3boys]

Thank you so much ladies i no i said I didn't want to get my hopes up but I did i no i shouldn't have but couldn't help it xx

We all lie when we say we’re not getting our hopes up how’s the bleeding now?

 

[tdog]

We all lie when we say we’re not getting our hopes up how’s the bleeding now?

It's still there but not a lot but I no this is the start of my period tbh, I've lost all hope now aswell xx

 

[HalfricanMa]

3boys is right: we all have our hopes high regardless of what we say and that’s why we test early or temp and all the such! Hahaha!

 

[tdog]

I no your both totally right I swore I wouldn't put myself through all this again the stress but yet here iam I might just take a step back for a little still hang out here and there and root you ladies on, but I need a little head space from myself here xx

 

[HalfricanMa]

Ughh im doing the same thing I said i wouldn’t and paying too much attention. Im only 3 dpo and I honestly feel like pregnancy is developing, but that makes little sense. How can one feel pregnant at 3dpo? There’s no implantation yet! Ughhh….so dumb!

 

[tdog]

Driving myself crazy here as I always do now the bleeding is like brown and not much at all but just done these and I no you prob won't see what I see xx

Ps obviously can't help myself lol xx

 

[tdog]

Ughh im doing the same thing I said i wouldn’t and paying too much attention. Im only 3 dpo and I honestly feel like pregnancy is developing, but that makes little sense. How can one feel pregnant at 3dpo? There’s no implantation yet! Ughhh….so dumb!

With our 5th I no it sounds stupid but I new the moment we dtd I had heartburn from 4 or 5dpo and I just new thrn so anything is possible xx

 

[tdog]

My temp went back up again today this bleeding i had has practically stopped or if there more a brown colour now idk what's going on i have tested as I have got a shimmer of hope here with the temp rise, just waiting for them to develop xx

 

[tdog]

Omg omg omg there's faint lines I'm shaking massively now trying to get a pick of the lines i will upload once I can capture them xx

 

[tdog]

So hard to get faint lines but it is definitely there xx

photo overload

 

[HalfricanMa]

Yes! I think i see it on the 6th one. I pray this is it for you! Sounds promising!

 

[HalfricanMa]

My temp went up more also. Ff adjusted my ovulation day to later. Instead of cd19, put it at cd20 so now i’m back to 3dpo. Darn it!
But at least im ovulating! Its tough wanting to conceive again and wanting to continue breastfeeding a toddler but not having a cycle.
I feel so much uterine fullness and appetite increase. Im hopeful.