Come and wait with me in my tww :D GUESS WHO'S BACK YEP CRAZY WOMAN HERE

[cheerios]

my bleeding stopped after 3 days, not as heavy as i thought it would of been but heavy enough to know it was a period/ chemical . i dreamt last night i got a very positive ovulation test it was so vivid i thought it was real. im 34 since jan and my eldest is 13. if i do have 1 more im hoping get pregnant within the next 12 months so it will be close in age with my youngest two theo and willow.

So sorry for your chemical. But oh boy, you're sooo fertile!! You must be 2 months postpartum only?? How's your baby coming along?? You shared that she had / has some issues after birth. Is she doing much better now?? Our kids are close in age, I still remember you as one of the first people I got to "know" on BnB. Are you breastfeeding?? I'm so thinking if we should try for one more so our 5th won't grow up "alone", but I really don't know!! I simply love breastfeeding and I've read that being pregnant can tank your milk supply.

 

[RedRose19]

So sorry for your chemical. But oh boy, you're sooo fertile!! You must be 2 months postpartum only?? How's your baby coming along?? You shared that she had / has some issues after birth. Is she doing much better now?? Our kids are close in age, I still remember you as one of the first people I got to "know" on BnB. Are you breastfeeding?? I'm so thinking if we should try for one more so our 5th won't grow up "alone", but I really don't know!! I simply love breastfeeding and I've read that being pregnant can tank your milk supply.

my baby is 3 months but i am indeed breast feeding so im thinking it may reduce my fertility i dunno?
willow had some issues at birth like seizures and a head bleed but so far shes coming along great and reaching her milestones, sadly we wont know the ful extent of her issues until she older i guess, but so far shes "normal" yeah i think weve been on off trying around each other, the last few pregnancies i think we missed each other haha. maybe this time we will be pregnant at the same time. as for being pregnant and breast feeding it can affect your supply but theres things you can do to keep it up i think if time is off the essence you could try and see what happens, either way you wont regret it either way then . im glad you remember me ive been on off the site for years, since before my eldest was born 13 years ago!! i got 2 girls 3 boys now, id love one more girl for my girls but would be happy with a boy too. im gonna go with the flow for now anyway

 

[RedRose19]

i had my first 2012 boy, 2nd boy in 2016 and a girl in 2018 lol then my boy again in 2022, now willow so our kids are similar ages @cheerios

 

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@RedRose19 so glad willow (sorry if that's not her name I'm sure you said was) is meeting her milestones I remember you having her and all the 'problems' you had to go through xx

I have a private scan sat i think Paul wanting to no then instead of doing a gender reveal so torn on what to do now as my best mate was going to organise it all, been so stressed today ladies Paul was rushed into hospital today as some of you always or may not remember Paul has a aorta aneurysm his heart very often goes out of rhythm, well it did at work and he had to be rushed in, but the doc said this may be a way of life now because of it xx

 

[RedRose19]

@RedRose19 so glad willow (sorry if that's not her name I'm sure you said was) is meeting her milestones I remember you having her and all the 'problems' you had to go through xx

I have a private scan sat i think Paul wanting to no then instead of doing a gender reveal so torn on what to do now as my best mate was going to organise it all, been so stressed today ladies Paul was rushed into hospital today as some of you always or may not remember Paul has a aorta aneurysm his heart very often goes out of rhythm, well it did at work and he had to be rushed in, but the doc said this may be a way of life now because of it xx

yeah her names willow this is her now at 3 months.. and i feel so grateful shes still here with us.. it was touch an go in the nicu i dont think ive really processed it all but every smile makes me realise shes here and doing just fine!

im so sorry to hear about paul, i hope they come up with some solutions that could help