will be straight on itvplayer when I get in 
I can't see this weeks corrie until my mum sends it at the weekend. However, I saw the crucial 3 minutes from yesterday's episode on youtube. I must admit I felt quite ill watching it. Poor Molly, I don't like her character, but she doesn't deserve that, and holding her baby too. I suppose people die from the tram as well, I think its really sad. I don't know why we "like" watching things like that. As I watched my stomach was jumping and I was hiding behind a cushion and feeling anguish! Well, I suppose its just a soap. I am a huge corrie fan and was really looking forward to this new story, now I feel a bit sick
I can't see this weeks corrie until my mum sends it at the weekend. However, I saw the crucial 3 minutes from yesterday's episode on youtube. I must admit I felt quite ill watching it. Poor Molly, I don't like her character, but she doesn't deserve that, and holding her baby too. I suppose people die from the tram as well, I think its really sad. I don't know why we "like" watching things like that. As I watched my stomach was jumping and I was hiding behind a cushion and feeling anguish! Well, I suppose its just a soap. I am a huge corrie fan and was really looking forward to this new story, now I feel a bit sick
I'm quite glad you posted this. When Noah was first born I used to have these sorts of "fantasies" (seems strange to use that word as of course I did not wish it would happen but no other way to describe it really). I would just imagine stuff happening to him all the time or like if i was holding him just thought "What would happen if I dropped him right now?" and would see it really vividly and not be able to stop it! I felt like such a freak! So i'm glad you explained that oneI can't see this weeks corrie until my mum sends it at the weekend. However, I saw the crucial 3 minutes from yesterday's episode on youtube. I must admit I felt quite ill watching it. Poor Molly, I don't like her character, but she doesn't deserve that, and holding her baby too. I suppose people die from the tram as well, I think its really sad. I don't know why we "like" watching things like that. As I watched my stomach was jumping and I was hiding behind a cushion and feeling anguish! Well, I suppose its just a soap. I am a huge corrie fan and was really looking forward to this new story, now I feel a bit sick
I read an interview with a psychologist once and he said that people like to watch things like this as a kind of superstitious way of stopping it happening to themselves.
He was talking in an article where they quoted a woman who had just had a baby and couldn't stop herself having these fantasies about the baby being hurt or even about hurting the baby herself. They scared and upset her but he said she was trying to get her fears under control as a way of imagining the worst so she could either stop those things happening or find a way to cope if they really did happen.
Last night's Corrie was actually quite upsetting to me and I was surprised. It's not like I wasn't expecting to see all that, or like it was real. I just felt really sorry for Molly because she's going to die and her baby will be given to someone else.
